Woah! This is my 1st post for the year 2010... haha! I told myself not to blog for this yr until the end of O lvl but i still did. *sigh*

Well, yesterday was my first O lvl written paper- Chinese:) Before that, we had to undergo 2 weeks of chinese intensive lesson. I think it really helped us a lot for our examination. Thanks laoshi for sacrificing so much of your time even Sat. However, i think i let laoshi down on the day itself as i wasn't in my best condition for the exam. In the morning, i was very nervous until i cried at home on my way to school. I was comforted by God's words, thanks to cherlyn :)
Before i stepped into the examination hall, something happened to me... haiz. Out of the sudden, my chest got tighter n tighter until i could hardly breathe. Quickly, i used my inhaler but its of no use so all i could do was seated there and cried with fear! Laoshi & Ms Wee were there to encourage me and helping me. Ms Wee hugged me like i am her daughter and she kept slapping my face to wake me up... haha! Thanks to my friends who were praying for me & showed their concern one way another. After awhile, i went into the freezing cold examination hall with my hands shivering very badly. I managed to finish writing one letter writing before there was an immense pain around my chest area again. I couldn't breathe once again like someone was struggling me... It took 10mins for the invigilator to come to my seat! By the time, i could hardly breathe yet i have to answer their questions. (Fighting for breathe + deliver my words)
Not long after, i was being carried until the back of the hall. My whole body was shivering like as if i am having fits, terrible feeling. I was brought to consulation room next to the staffroom for my paper. The stupid invigilator was sleeping so i couldn't ask what is the time and when she woke up she just said "You have 15mins left." then she went back to sleep before she collected my paper. I doubt she know that i am given 18mins extra time. HAIZ!

In conclusion, Paper 2 was manageable and i screwed up my paper 1 when i am in such a bad condition. I just pray that miracles will happen unto me and i am able to get the desire results after putting so much effort for the past few months. I put 100% of trust in daddy God(: Amen!