Annyeong-haseyo! Today is really an exhausting day... I have been exercising throughout the day through different activities. hehe. Firstly, I left my house late for tuition so i rushed out. Not only tat, i missed the bus!!! Argh. So unlucky wor. Well, i decided to walk to my tuition centre since it is quite near instead of waiting for the bus. I might be late if i waited for the bus... haha.
I spent 5 minutes walking! Can u imagine how fast was i walking at that time... I cannot run because i was wearing flats. haiz. By the time i reached my tuition centre, i was perspiring like water tap. haha. Thank goodness, the classroom air-condition is at low temperature. Hence, i could cool down after a while(: haha.

Well, after tuition i rushed back home again to join my family for lunch. haha. I took about 10 minutes to get back home. Woots! "Wow, u walked very fast leh." said by my jie. haha. I had a quick lunch before i go out again with my sisters. This time round, we went to meet my mummy at Central Point before going to seat Singapore Flyer. haha.
Hmm, this is another excerise i did together with Laurel, Cherie[jie], Mummy & Isaac! After waiting at the bus-stop where the shattered bus is supposed to be for about 45mins... All of us got pissed off n decided to walk to the singapore flyer since it stated quite near on the map. haiz. It was a wrong decision!!! We WALKED from CITY HALL MRT STATION - SINGAPORE FLYER! OMG la. It was damn faraway until wat we saw on the map... haiz. We seemed lost n looked like tourists trying to find our way there. haha. By the time we reached there[an hour plus], we were like half dead... Damn tired n our legs were v painful. Haiyo! My leg got two blisters at each foot. argh! Okay, let's talk about the singapore flyer experience... Hmm, its very slow like as if its not moving at all. I couldn't see anything except for singapore's night scenery(: haha. It would be better if we seat for it in the afternoon or in the evening... I bet the scenery would be much nicer. haha. Nothing much up there, hence its like a waste of money... I doubt i will be going for it the second time. There isn't a need for it too. haha. Btw, i almost missed my steps upon boarding n alighting the flight! argh. The staff there actually told us to mind our steps only after he saw me almost fall down. haiyo! Eventually, we took a cab back home cos we were too tired liao. haha.
Alright, i gtg. Damn tired! Anneyong(:

Hello! I am supposed to be out with my family now... However, there was a changed of plan at the last minute cos Mummy left the tickets for the Singapore's Flyer at her office table... haiyo! She realised that only when we were about to leave the house where we were all changed n etc. haiz. She gets blur when she is busy at work. haha. Hence, we decided to go for it tmr instead after my tuition & mummy's work(:

Well, today i went back to school together with mummy to collect my report book n at the same time meet my teacher. [Meet-parent-session] Haiz. My results aren't good at all n indeed i failed three subjects. My intuition are always correct without fail. haiz. I am very disappointed in myself when i received it. I put in so much effort yet i got such a lousy results! Even though, i got A2 for Chinese. But then my E.MATHS... haiz. Those two subjects are the ones that i pined all my hopes on! My aim is A1! How? What should i do... Change my study strategies, attitude, venue, time?! I need someone to guide me along. GOD! I'm v sad when i saw a disappointed face on my parents even though mummy didn't say anything.. But daddy did mentioned about not focusing on the right things like RC. While, i don't think that is the problem! The comments that i received from teachers are i need to be more FOCUS though i am hardworking... Hmm, since i noe that i am not really focusing... I would be more focus in school after this holiday!
~" If something is a distraction between you and your commitment. THROW away that something."~ said by Mrs Tan during one of her Devotion. Yes, what is actually stopping me from doing my best? From now on, my Ulitmate goal is 12 pts for 'O' lvl. [Long-term goal]. Hence, I will be working double hard to achieve my goals. I don want to be regretting not doing well after everything as the feeling is good but painful. Thus, throw everything away except God & Study! woots. Jiayou(:

안녕하세요! Its another boring day in school though. We watched a movie together with other NA classes. It was kinda nice but there were many scenes that were not really suitable for us. NC16? Well, i was quite alright with it but then Sherry was disgusted by those scenes. haha! Hmm, there was a period of time in there i actually cried a bit cos memories flashed back into my mind... Those times we had together was so beautiful and nice! I really treasured those times spent together with you! I kept looking at those neoprints photo tat we took for awhile before getting back to the movie. haiz. We did classroom cleaning up at the end of the day! Omg... The cupboard at the back of our classroom was very dirty... Sherry, Ruzana n I had to clean it n packed it nicely. haiz. Well, thanks to the whole class now we are able to have a clean classroom to study in. I really hope it can stay as clean as its now till the end of the year! haha. I can't stand dirtiness otherwise i will get very disgusted n frustrated.

Yay! Today's the LAST DAY of school!!! However, the first two weeks are reserved for extra lessons and activities in school. Yes, indeed there are extra lessons planned for us even though it supposed to be June Holiday. haha. Well, i think we need it because majority didn't do well for our MYE. haiz. Talking about it, i will be only getting it back tmr after my mother had gone to meet my teacher... I have a bad feeling that i would fail three subjects (Eng, A.maths & Humanities). Well, i have some improvements from the term 1 results. Therefore, it is still not so bad i guess. haha. Jiayou! After June holiday, i'm going to be a different person... No longer the old Juliet Lim who sometime not consistent in her work. I'm going to be striving for excellence until after the end of the year exams! ~ STUDY IS MY TOP PRIORITY ! Rawr.~
I had already set my goals for my EOY exams... In order to do well, this goals will serve as a weapon to spur me on to achieve it. I believe i can do it! Discipline + Response = Outcome!

ps: Going to seat Singapore's Flyer tmr wit my family.. Gonna take alot of photos! Anneyong(:

안녕하세요! It was a boring day in school as we either stayed in class the whole day for Love SMSS project discussion or attend some boring briefing-cyber awareness... haha. Well, i somehow managed to keep everything within me esp my feelings. I tried all means to distract myself from thinking about those unhappy stuff. Thanks to F10 for their encouragement, support n their companies; i made it! haha. My interest in learning Korean Language has developed further. Hence as for now, i'm really in the midst of learning Korean on my own through online, guide books n of course Ruzana's guidance... I'm able to speak a bit n I have learnt the basic of Korean language. haha. It is fun <3!!! I spent the whole day in school n at home learning it(: hehe. I'm addicted to it. Rawr!

After school, Gillian came home together with me because i promised to help her in baking a cake for____. haha. It is so nice of her to have such thoughts for a friend(: Well, the both of us went places to places to get everything ready. haha. The baking session was successful but then the cake doesn't really taste very nice because it has the ginger taste... Nxt time must buy the nicer brand to bake! haha. We had lots of fun together esp Gillian! She had fun together wit my cousins n my brother. Hmm, i am able to tell that Gillian love kids a lot cos she thinks that they are cute! haha. The way she treat my cousins n brother is very funny... Such a cute gal(: Lol.
Well, to me some kids are adorable while some are irritating [eg, my cousin.. too talkative!] After everything, i sent Gillian to the bus-interchange before headed back home... It was a tiring day for me after all cos most of the things i was the one doing it. haha. Btw, my grandmother has a good impression of Gillian.. She seems to like her a lot cos when i got back home, she gave me good comments of her like she is polite, have basic courtesy n good at talking. haha. Wow! hehe. Guess what did i have for my dinner... I only took 3 small sausages(less than 1) that all for my dinner(: woots! I think i have been skipping meals or eating very little for my meals throughout this week. haha. Not much appetite after everything~

Everything will be put aside in my heart! 조슈아, 난 당신을 기다릴 게요 너무 많이 사랑 해요! 꼭 그렇게 될 강한! Jia 당신! 안녕히 가세요.

This post is going to be an EMO post... Therefore, don read it if u don wanna spoilt ur mood. I just realised that i have been crying throughout this whole week! I seriously broke down throughout this week due to various reasons... My eyes are quite swollen now n I have been super depressed. No much smile at all, keep quiet to myself. There are many obstacles i faced recently which I have to overcome it myself. Nobody is able to help me in solving it.

Annyeong-haseyo! Hmm, I have a lot of things to blog about after everything that happened in school today.

Well, before i start talking abt unhappy stuff... I shall start off with something very Happy! haha. Hmm, after so long-one month plus, i managed to get everything settled n clarified all my doubts within one day. I felt relieved and happy otherwise i would be leaving in sorrows n doubts! haiz. I must say SORRY to a particular person, J baby! I am really sorry for not giving you 100% of trust, pressurized you with words/temper, put u in such a difficult position [in between the both of us] and not understanding towards you... Now, i promised that i will wait for you to return back into my life. Not forgetting, you're always deep inside my heart! N i am sure, that day will be arriving soon(: Thanks for advising me too. I think wat u said actually made sense to me. I should be able to move on from there once i am ready. haha. You said " The Juliet that i know is a STRONG gal..." I mentioned before tat every word u said made an impact on me. Therefore, that statement somehow strengthen me & spur me on even though i noe myself clearly tat i may not be that strong! Thanks dear!!! Let's jiayou together... I believed we will last forever! haha. I love you...

Hmm, okay... Something dreadful happened in school toady. haiz. I got back some of my exams scripts... Firstly, i wasn't satisfied with my results at all! I tried to control my emotions as i told myself to be strong. I really did put in so much effort in studying for MYE like a month before it. However, the results i got doesn't show it... I really wonder what's wrong with me!? Is it my study method, strategies or attitude? I seriously wish to noe tat answer desperately in order to improve myself! haiz. Nowadays, teachers came into our class n said that our class are ARROGANT! Our attitude towards learning are really bad... haiz. Due to that, we were given an earful lecture every subjects. The longest lecture was from LSB, one hour... haiz. He insulted me in front of the whole class with some other ppl together. I really did studied for me humans exam yet he said i didn't cos there isn't any content in my answer. haiz. In the end, i couldn't hold onto my tears anymore so i ended up crying badly in front of him. haiyo! He said that we're not supposed to be in through-train class at all. I dared to say that i really worked very hard when i was sec 2 with my own ability to get into tat class! please la. *pissed* Well, i had decided to prove to him tat i am going to do well n SCORE in EOY! hmph.
Eh, i'm damn careless!!! I lost about 20 plus marks in chemistry, physics n a.maths due to carelessness... aiyo! If not i could have done much better. Well, no point dwelling over it cos time can never turn back to the past. I just have to treat it as a lesson not make sure i don do it again the nxt examinations. haha. Jiayou! annyeong.

Another boring day!!! As usual, i went for tuition in the afternoon. Lesson was alright but then its like a bit weird cos i'm the only one who doesn't take O lvl this yr. Hence, the teacher is very hard to teach in the class as i won't understand... haha. Mr kelvin have to plan another worksheet for me to do in class. SORRY!!! haha. I think soon, i will be the only girl for Physics lesson liao cos tat guy gonna quit. YAY! Like this i won't feel stress n a bit paiseh. haha.

I was at home all the way after everything... I seriously don noe wat's going on in my life! It jus simply suck, screwed and filled with unhappiness! Problems are coming one after another... History is like regaining again. Well, i'm tired of everything! Hence, i think sooner or later i am going to put a FULL STOP to everything.Tmr is going to be a phobia day for me! I'm going to be strong(: Annyeong!

Alright, these two days isn't a good day for me... During discussion for love SMSS, i was being told off by wy yesterday. Well, I admitted i was pissed at that time cos no ones was actually paying attention to my ideas except two... I didn't mean tat it is a MUST to use my idea but its like a basic respect shown to me when i'm sharing my ideas... I took the project very seriously because i noe tat its not easy to plan something big for the school like a Carnival. I went through the experience before hence i didn't want history to repeat once again. N i took the time off just to think of ideas tat can be fun. I am someone who's different from people... My sense of humor is like 10%?! I noe tat very clearly myself cos when people able to laugh at a joke, most of the time i don't find it funny at all. haiz. Or i would be laughing non-stop. Both are equally bad! Hence, it is quite hard for me to think of something really fun to everyone. I think i used up all my brain cells n after thinking i was really tired. Well, everything is fine now(: [I hope so.]

Another reason is EXAMS RESULTS! There had been shocking news everyday at any point in time. Only 3 people passed Humans out of the whole class which is really bad. I have been very stressed up by the reaction given by those ppl around me... Crying, sadness, negative thoughts... I may seemed strong consoling others, there is still a fear within me! I did put in effort in preparing for MYE n did my best. Hence, i don wanna be doing badly for it. Due to the fear, I have not been sleeping well. I had to read Bible to ease myself before i could sleep... Well, i have no idea wat will my reaction be on Monday & Tuesday after getting back the exams scripts. haiz. I really hope it would be a happy reaction! Be positive!~

From Today's Adam Khoo booster session, i learnt alot(: Methods on Motivitation, Destress n concepts on Beliefs= Results... Motivitation- We need to force it out first before it becomes a natural thing for our body. [Desire, Discipline, Delight] Destress- both eyes & Brain. Look or think of something tat you want another word is Dream. haha. To set it at a relaxing mode... Always ASK -BELIEVE - RECEIVE. haha. Law of attractions; its something tat attracts you n others. Always think of things that you want rather than things you wanna avoid or dislike! LOl.

I went for RCY training too. It was okay but a bit boring for me cos i got nothing to do there rather than watched the juniors. haha. In the end, i had to scold the sec 2s because of one idiotic person... It made my mood really bad. In the end, i went back to classroom to join my frens for awhile before going back for training. haha. Alright, i think its enough of blogging. Annyeong!

Today is another boring day at home! I stayed at home throughout using the computer, sleep, watch television. haha. I really ROT at home sia. haiz. Yay! Finally going to back to school tmr... haha. Oh this damn song is very very nice!!! It is very meaningful too(:

Oh ya! I damn @!$y)(^$)!@ angry with one person, pri 6 gal. She early in the morning, 5AM sms me jus to pick a fight with me. WTH! She wanna die in my sisters n my hands is it?! Who she thinks i am sia. I am a gal who can be very fierce like tigress de. I am also a gal who cannot tolerate any body's nonsense esp those younger than me. [referring to tat irritating, immature n idiotic gal.] I don give a damn to ur mood la when u spoilt mine. At home, i am like one of the princess la so who do u think u are... Through this, i can tell that i am very good at scolding ppl, same to my family. haha. My jie laughed when i told her everything in details. My mom was the best! She said "Juliet, jus replied tat U don have time to entertain her. Go look for those who are as free as her." HAHA. F*** off sia. U're not like my bf, without u i won't die! I don bother abt u, my life still goes on well. U wanna fight wit me then make sure u noe my background, my family members n my character well. Otherwise, jus prepare to die! ALRIGHT, i don wanna dirty my blog by mentioning her again. DAMN PISSED OFF! *Cool down*

Annyong-haseyo! Nothing much to blog about today... BORED is the only word to describe this day. haha. I have been watching boy over flower again throughout the whole afternoon...

In the morning, i went to HQ for First Aid training so that we are able to assist a sir during sec 3s first aid post-exam activities sessions. haha.The feeling of able to go to HQ was great as it has been a long time ever since i go there. Today was the first trip there for this yr i guessed. haha. Walao! Laurel n i reached there damn early la like 9.15 when we were supposed to meet at 9.45.. Wth! Haha. I had to stand there like dumbo n waited for everybody. GB gals still late lor. Omg... I hate waiting for people de la. I find it damn irritating. But i'm glad tat i didn't lose my temper. Well, i doesn't really have temper liao, even if have it won't last for long- maybe for 10mins... haha. Yay! Congrats Juliet(: U made it! Woots.

After that, we went to have lunch at Kfc together as a group. Hmm, quite enjoying la cos it has been a long time ever since we had one. haha. Then went shopping around ps for awhile before headed home. haha. ANNYONG!

Annyeong-haseyo! Hmm, i was supposed to be having tuition now but then i gave it a miss. haha. Thanks to daddy(: He fetch us to Commonwealth jus to take breakfast. N i couldn't make it for my tuition on time so i decided not to go for it once. haha. Sorry for not blogging yesterday... I had so much fun at K box till 1am! woots.

Yesterday in the afternoon, I accompanied my mom to attend a funeral wake- my mom colleague's father passed away due to heart problem. Eh. I was quite outcast there la cos my mom's colleagues were there too. The first remark made by them was "Your daughter very pretty leh. Skinny skinny de. N she doesn't look like ur daughter when the both of u are together. Its jus like both of u are friends.." haha. Then i was like damn shy la n gave them a smile in return. haha. I am so ugly n fat lor. Aiyo. Look at my height la. Walao. Well, we spent 2 hours plus there. They had a nice chat n etc. I jus seat down there n drink cups of mineral water. Every time i finished one, my mom colleague would give me another one... I could not reject her kindness so i jus kept drinking. Guess wat?! Both my mom n I, we drank 8 cups of water in total... haha. Yup, then headed back home to bath before going for birthday party.

Hmm, my dad drove us to Paris Ris Ehub where my cousin's 21st birthday party held. I was shocked when i saw the venue because it was jus like a big K box room, nicely furniture specially for us. haha. Hmm, i could say we were the first few family who reached there at 6 plus. I envy my cousin!!! In many ways, i am envious of her. She is so pretty... Argh. Her fashion taste is really good too. She has the complexion, height, figure that i want! Indeed she has the charisma in becoming a Air Stewardess(: Well, she is able to sing very well too as she loves singing alot. Throughout the night, she was the one gal who was singing. I enjoyed myself a lot by listening to her n singing at the back. haha. I dared not used the microphone to sing when there were so many ppl there. haha. Hmm, something interesting. One of my cousin named Joe, he was the "photographer" tat night. I was told by my jie that he wanted to take photo of us by then he dared not to so he used different angles to take it. LOL. I believed that we had a lot of fun time n bonding session together as one big family over 30 ppl... haha. At the end of the party which is abt 1am, my second uncle made fun of me! He saw me opening my bag, he dumped alot of mango pudding into my bag asking me to bring it home since he had paid for it. The second time he saw me opening my bag, he wanted to dump in lots of tissue paper... haha. But he didn't cos i quickly shut my bag. haha.

Due to curiosity, i asked my second uncle how much did he spent on the birthday party... Guess wat?! His answer was 2K plus... WOW! haha. Well, it wasn't a big deal for him cos he is damn rich. haha. He asked me to hold a similar birthday party too if i wan. Of course, i would like to have one! However, i do not have the capacity $$$. He told me to call him when my birthday is getting near, he would hold a birthday party for me. haha. Before he went home, he reminded me again n shouted his phone number to me. But i think my parents wouldn't allow me to do it. Well, i hope it will come true(: I really hope this yr [sweet 16], i could hold a birthday party at a chalet. haha. Finally, we got home at 1plus... I couldn't withstand any longer after so much fun in K box! 8 hours... I lied on the floor n actually fall asleep but then i woke up after awhile to bath. haha. Eventually at 2am, I slept on my comfortable bed in a cozy Air-conditioned room.

I had a dreamt! A unrealistic one i guess. It was on my 21 years old, birthday party... omg! It was a really grand birthday party at X Hotel where alot of ppl attended it. My siblings n I were like the princesses n prince of the evening. haha. The buffet spread was really nice n delicious. Everyone was dancing in the middle of the ballroom... I was waiting for my romeo to appear. haha. My parents spent a few thousands in this party.. I couldn't rmb much abt it but the dreamt was really really beautiful n nice! Well, it is a dreamt after all. Hence, it would never happens on Juliet Lim. haha. Bye:)

Yeah!!! Exams are finally over... Woots! Now let's have fun(:
Hmm, my mom asked me not to be too happy abt it yet cos not sure abt the results yet though. Walao. Wet Blanket!!! haiz. I jus wanna relax myself throughout the five days holiday then i will start chionging or revising again lor. haiz. Even though, i know myself deep down very clearly that i won't be doing really very well for MYE. BUT at least i did my very best(:

Well, it think my A.maths paper 1 & 2 gone case liao. I didn't managed to do a lot of questions n some i was weary about the answer. Haiz. I must really practice more questions during the June holiday to buck up! My aim for now is to do extremely well for EOY. It is because after my mom said something tat really really struck me and spur me on to do well jus to make her proud of me. She asked "Have you ever regretted for not studying harder the last time round?" Tat question was in my mind all for sometime, my answer to it is "Yes! I regretted not studying even harder the last time round so that i won't be suffering now." Haiz. Let bygones be bygones. Jiayou now as it's still not too late. haha.

After exam, we had ample time to spend before taking the NE quiz. I went Mac to have ice cream. Wow! It seems like me eating one whole big cup of Mcflurry by myself for the first time. I dislike ice-cream... I don mind eating it once in a blue moon but not overtime cos i have this mindset saying that it is very fattening! haha. Fortunately, i couldn't finished the whole cup so not so much of fat. Well, joey said i very wasteful... haha. NE quiz was really fun! I am senior builder... haha. It simply show that i am not tat bad in computer's games... haha. I would wish to play the quiz again(: I was asked to open a Facebook account by many ppl. Hesitating! Lol.

Then, I went to Bugis together with Gillian n Saranya by Bus. On our way there, we saw Nicholas wong n Jinquan at one of the bus-stop. Omg la so unlucky... haha. In the end, i didn't shopped as much compared to Gillian. N i jus went there jus for window shopping. haha. I think i would like to go there again but this time round, i am going to buy a lot of nice clothing from there. yay! Hmm. Before we headed home, we were at bugis junction mall. Hmm, Gillian spent quite a lot time deciding to buy a "pouch".[ Light pink or dark pink one nicer?] It could be a wallet, pouch or pencil case. It is really nice n unique one. haha. I am thinking of buying one too after i saved up enough money(: Baobei was really excited when she heard me saying tat as we have something in common... haha. Eventually, i headed home after that. [1 hr journey home]

My schedule for the 5 day holiday including marking day:
*Fri- 15/5: Going Orchard with sherry for shopping.
*Sat-16/5: Celebrate Cousin's birthday at Pasir Ris K box.
*Sun-17/5: Tuition!
*Mon-18/5: First Aid training...
*Tues-19/5: OUTING! (Picnic)

Yipee, its like fully packed... Haha. I'm looking forward to all the events tat going to be happen.
Good Job Juliet! Must have positive spirit in yourself(: Bye.

korean song tat i like! It somehow solace me when i hear it(:

Annyeong-haseyo! haha. I managed to pull through another day... I am sorry if i have been very quiet or emo these few days. Many things have been bothering me so yea. haha.

Today was a Fantastic day for me together with my friends. After E.maths exam, a group of polka dot young ladies went to TPY Pizza hut for lunch. haha. It consist of 8 of us; Gillian, Joey, Wanyu, Cherlyn, Ruzana, Yen mei, Sherry and me! haha. We had a great bonding time together there as we share secrets, telling jokes n experiences. hehe. Very embarrassed too cos we talked very loudly n laughed very loudly too. (Typical SMSS gal.) LOL. However, as long as we enjoyed ourselves why should we be bothered about wat others thinks. I think we should have more of this kana time for one another! It jus made me very happy. To be honest, it helps me forget abt the sad things for a while. Thanks peeps! [I really needed that very much]

After everything, we went on separates way... I tagged along with Cherlyn n Ruzana to buy Bubble tea! haha. I have to stop myself from drinking it already cos consecutive 2 days have been drinking it. Its bad for health though. haha. Soon after, I headed home.

Hmm. E.maths paper 1 was really easy!!! haha. I managed to finish it in 1 hour 15mins n check thoroughly once. Although, i left one question blank for the first time. haiz. I think i would be able to score for that paper to help me pull up my marks for paper 2. Have Faith!!! haha.
Yay! Tmr would be the last paper for me... Finally! I get to enjoy myself to the fullest n not touching my textbooks/notes for a while. hehe. I hope tmr's A.maths would be as easy as today's paper! haha. Jiayou! All the best(: God bless you.

ps: Depressing state!

Annyeong-haseyo! haha. I have not been blogging for 3 days becas of various reasons. hehe. One of them is busy watching Korean drama series entitled "Boys over Flowers." haha. The story is like metor garden with slightly different storyline but it is korean version. haha. I encouraged ppl to go watch it! Omg la. Tat show is damn nice n those guys are so handsome!!! haha. I LOVE JI HOON(: [The one of the extreme right wearing grey coat.] I managed to finish the whole drama series in 2 days.

Here's more recent photos that I took using the web cam! haha. Now more livelier? lol.

Well, i jus recieved another new comment from my jie about my blog... haha. She said "Juliet, your blog very boring leh no pictures de." haha. Well, she should noe that i don even have time to take photos or upload it from my phone or camera.. haiyo! So i decided to grab frm Wanyu's blog the photo that we took that day at Sherry's house. haha. There are some more photos at her facebook site lor. hehe. Thanks Wanyu!(:

Yay! Exams is almost over... Left with A.maths n E.maths paper one nxt week(: Jiayou!
Finally, i got the chance to relax myself n use the computer... For the past few days of the week, i have been studying until late night at Bishan library or at home... I was like studying until like some insane gal. However, i managed to know myself better now. I realised that the best time for me to study is at 3 plus to 7pm then 8pm to 11.30pm in my room alone without any noise! haha. Its more productive tat way. I am that kind of person who is unable to burn midnight oil and when the clock struck 11.30pm my mind will switch off n i starts to fall asleep... However, i am also tat kind of person who will just suddenly jump up from my sleep or start recapping everything in my mind. haha. I'm a weird person with a character(:

Well, examinations! The level of difficulties for all subjects went way up. I have no confident in myself throughout this period of time. I am unsure of doing well in all subjects except history n Chinese... It has been quite demoralising n it affects my emotion too. I was so stressed up to the extent that i would want to cry all out or shout all out at a beach. However, i managed to control my emotions n preserved on. I was told that i became more quiet nowadays outside... haha. Cherlyn said that i was too quiet until she had forgotten that i was seating behind her in the bus today when we were on our way to TPY for lunch after school. haha. Well, i have been very worried about my examinations n i faced some personal problems recently... Hmm, i think being quiet sometime is good isn't it? haha. Every time before exam/tests, i will be talking to Insyirah... haha. It helped me to recap the key things i learnt. I think tat helps the both of us(:

Btw, i met Jieqi Kor at bishan library on Wednesday... haha. It was nice to see him again. We had a short catch up with one another! I must really thank kor kor for praying for me during this period of time n encouraged me with God's words! It really really encouraged me a lot n it somehow motivated me to move on despite the hardship. No Pain No Gain~ haha. "Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as daughters. For what daughter is not disciplined by his father? No Discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest me righteousness and peace for hose who have been trained by it." - Hebrews 12: 7-11. " And we know all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose."- Romans 8: 28. Yes, God is sovereign over all things and He would watch over me no matter what! I must also THANKS Wanyu, Sherry n those who wished me all the best in my exams, helped me n encouraged me in one way or other... haha. I somehow regretted not to study harder for certain subjects!!! haiz. I think i should start being consistence in my work. Its never too late to start now rather than never.

Like what i mentioned earlier on, i went to TPY for lunch together with a group of friends... We went to a coffee shop near the library. While waiting for the food to arrive, the coffee shop auntie came to tap on my shoulder quite hard. she said "Gal, drinks from outside are not allowed in the coffee shop so don bring it here the nxt time." I gave her an innocent look... She said " Do you understand?" I nodded my head n got quite pissed off with her. Its because the bubble tea tat we brought there were finished. Hence, we just merely put it on the table without drinking it n waited for our food. The worst thing is that i didn't buy the drink at all and i got told off for nuts. It was jus because that there was a cup in front of me! wth. haiz. I seriously don noe wat is the auntie making a fuss out of it for. We knew tat we are not allowed to bring drinks there but we didn't drink at all but just put it on the time... Haiyo. So petty lor! After that we headed home but before that we went to the library to enjoy some air-con! haha.

Hmm. I am supposed to go BBQ today but there was last minute changes to it. Well, i have a lot of things to blog about but then i forgot. haha. Alright, i think its enough for the day n i need to go take my dinner... haha. Btw, my maid said that i put on weight rather than losing weight. haiz. My face have more pimples now cos of the stress n unable to sleep well.... haiz. C-A-N-N-O-T!!! I am going to do something about it. haha. See ya(: take care.

ps: Wow! A long post...

Today's labour day so don have to go to school... Exams are coming in 2 days time, i was supposed to be chionging for MYE now. Well, i was dragged to go out together with my grandmother, mother n my sister... As we seldom go out together due to the busy schedule at work n school. haha. We shopped from 1.30pm until 6.30 which is 5 hours non-stop shopping! lol. We went to Toa payoh to shop requested by my grandmother... Hmm. Firstly, we went to have our lunch at the foodcourt before shopping. There were 5 of us therefore i got to share table wit another family... Well, i was fine with it but wat made me very pissed off was that old man actually started to stare at us n started to insult me! He said, "That woman [my mom] must have five children ba looking at the boy age. Hey, she[me] doesn't noe how to hold chopsticks..." In the end, the couple ended up staring at my family n me! Wth la. So uncivilised couple! It's a basic courtesy tat we shouldn't stare at ppl esp when they are eating... Argh. Its none of their business in the way i hold the chopsticks rite. As long as i am able to eat my food properly n nicely, it should be fine what. Everybody have their strength n weaknesses lor. Stupid! Forget abt it, we went on shopping..

My grandmother n mother stayed in one shop for more than an hour! Omg la. Laurel n i was like taking care of my brother n standing there waiting for the both of them like idiot... haha. From this trip, mummy bought me a WHITE shirt n White shoe[flat]!!! haha Once again, everything is white(: One of my favourite colour cos it is very easy to match wit other things. haha. I believed that each of us had got something we like at tpy. Well, we went on to amk hub to continue shopping. We went to the NTUC extra to buy some groceries n necessaries. Haha. Followed by taking our dinner at the food court before my daddy came n fetch us back! haha. We were very tired after the 5 hours of shopping... I was yawning at the end of the trip lor. haha.

Hmm. Before i went out today... Laurel n my brother was playing ping pong the whole morning against the wall. Damn noisy! However, they seemed to be having lots of fun. I wanted to give it a try.. I could only hit the ball twice while laurel, my mom n brother could hit more than tat... My mom said i doesn't have sports talent unlike Laurel and her. haha. Well, it maybe true(:
Ping pong ball is round hence there will be lots of possibility! haha. I maybe good in other areas...

ps: Another slacked day... Tmr really going to chiong! At least have 8 hours of study!!! Jiayou(:
I wanted to compensate the time spent on shopping at night but my parents won't allow de. haiz.