hmm... Today rather tiring day and is it kind of getting more and more stressful each day... More assignments are coming up while the other handful of assignments are not done... TESTS COMING UP MORE AND MORE !!! All i can do now is everytime homework homework.. haiz even weekend does not even have a good rest once i thought of those homework i have in my hands, it made me go bonkers. Today as usual lesson... First was mass stretch, eng encounter damn boring okay. as we have storytelling in the hall... Next was home econ! By the time i felt very sleepy becoz all my glucose in my body was used up as i skip my breakfast ... hiypee, haha. So no energy to concentrate on wat ms yati was toking abt. BUT thanks god at least i noe wat the lesson was overall only reaching the end i lost concentration ... Tat, i am abit blur. RECENTLY ABIT BLUR BLUR ONE LOR. ( BLUR BLUR JUJU) haha. After tat was recess okay, at least i eat abit ... Then was haiz boring mathematics, haha IH was rather relaxing la as Mr Ang jus cover something abt global warming then end lesson.Lunch time, i skip it again!! jus drink green tea... haha. next was literature going through the asignments by jus explaining how really do it ... Lastly was PRODOT!! I wan to sleep la, it is very boring and all we did was one activities the rest of the time is to listen to Ms Ng talking... haizDAMN STUPID LA GOT ALOT ALOT ALOT OF ASSIGNMENT NEED TO BE HANDED UP TMR!!! STILL HAVEN'T DONE YET, TONITE SURE STAY UP UNTIL VERY LATE IF NOT TMR WILL BE FINISHED ... IF I CONTINUE NOT TO REST WELL, I AM GOING TO FALL SICK THIS TIME MAYBE WORST! oh on monday, i went for the SYF hip pop cheerleading was okay. but after tat i was not okay anymore... My head is very painful almost going to bang against the wall, my stomach is also damn painful for no reason ... Jus not feeling well tat alL!!! Before i go off, i will like to wish everybody a
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
&
HAPPY NEW YEAR
IN ADVANCE!
LOVE, JUJU
hey!!Today was weekend, i thought i could sleep abit later then the usual day . But my mum at 7 am in the morning she woke up ... I thought she is suppose to go to office then i did not care abt her but she was on leave today! I totally forgotten abt it, she was doing her stuff in her room which is rather noisy and some more her room is near my room. haiyo. So the noise woke me up at 8 am, i was like lying on my bed trying to get back to sleep but at abt 8.30 am.... She started shouting to wake us up... My father came in and was like disturbing my jie, after awhile he find tat disturbing my jie is not fun then he came and attack me !! wth. Chinese new year is coming ! yipee ... But the most tiring things had come which is do house cleaning... My mum is a pefectionist! She wants everything to be packed PROPERLY and everthing are clean not even a dust on it are allow before we go out ... haiz. We spent the whole day today cleaning up !! so tiring lor argh. Tmr will be able to go out for shopping yeah !! haha. Although is it tiring but i had a trip back to the past mermoies. In my room there are alot of book selves on top of it, i put those A4 box... Inside it continue all the my personal belonging and gift and etc by my frens last time and last year. Which i treasure them the most!! I got the chance to take it out and appeciated them one by one today if not otherwise i don have the time already as i am always busy ... While looking through them, i had a flash back to those happy, sad and funny mermoies which i had last time. I also find a cd in one of the box which is abt my graudation. I watched the cd and i almost cried out becoz i am like touched by those words and i MISS my frens !! haha Thanks lulu for lending me ur ear when i felt down. A BIG THANKS TO U !!! thanks for being there for me whenever i need someone to comfort me or talk to ... LOVE U ALOT ! I felt better after talking to u abt those things which have been bothering me but not all i have told u... Anw, don worry i will be fine ! I hope u will be fine too...
LOVE,
juju
Update on thursday 8 of february, this day is my cousin Amelia birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U BABY !! haha.
Today are jus as usual as it is, go to sch in early. First lesson was already maths, is always a boring one which spolit the whole day mood as i have lost my concentration haiz... After tat was PE, omg lim ha ha !!! Oh this week we will be doing dance module . Tat one was rather interesting even though i don really like to dance . But tat dance being taught by the instructor was very fun, so at least i could memorize the basic steps unlike last year jazz taught by miss amy. haha My partner , yijie sure going to suffer as she dance well unlike me . But i try my best to dance as well as i could and catch up with her timing when dancing together... haha
This day is a day full of surprise !! Because i got back my IH test paper and my chinese test paper to my surprise i passed the both tests. For my IH, i got rather high mark but i am still not satisfy with the mark . Anw i was shocked at tat time after got the paper back. will try harder next time !! For my chinese i jus pass by two mark as the paper to me is difficult . In my chinese class, pualine and i got the highest for that test. haha becoz my class are like not good in chinese class unlike those people in 2/7 for chinese !! THEY ARE SO CLEVER LOR ...... haha
BUT at the end of the day still have a science common test !! tested on four chapter.. so many chapter, many things to memorize ... haiyo argh
In generally, the whole day was full of surprise and it is rather tired day ... =)
Finally on today update !
Todae in the morning, my mind was like still not working as i slept late last night jus to finish up my IH assignment ... So i was like damn blur la, people tok to me or ask me questions... i thought they were talking to other people but they were actually talking to me la... see so blur of me men. haha
I tell u okay today was the worse day throughout the week !! Everything been taught during lesson was like not fully digested inside my brain lor. i cannot concentrate at all . ' Did i made a wrong decision frm the start of my secondary sch life ?? To...... am i a human being which have a feeling too ... ' i think only some of them understand wat i am talking abt . Anw today is the worst day and a unlucky day. Because i got slapped by someone for no reason early in the morning !! My mood tat time was rather bad but thanks god, my mood went bad to normal after a period of time. And i am back to happy self .. haha
BUT it was ruined by rc meeting .... today meeting was fun and tiring as the first part we had outdoor cooking activities behind performing art studio at the platform there. The junior in my group are those quiet type and i find tat they are very rude sometime ... Anw, the outdoor activities were very fun because first time cooking and had a lot of fun... Anw, i couldn't help bud my tears out . Not only me the only one but is the whole year 2 except for peijin.
seriously if this thing happen again or too many times until i cannot take it i will have to make the bad decision and soon the interest for it will be gone !!! ' DO U THINK I AM A HAPPY PERSON ?? LOL. U DON NOE WAT IS THE REAL FEELING OF ME IN MY HEART !!'
juju.
hey....Today is a boring day !!Go to sch early in the morning as usual. Have IH lesson in the theathe with 2e1 and the pinky teacher (mrs shum). The lesson was taught by mr ang which were boring as he is going through chapter on global warming tat he had taught my class yesterday during IH lesson. but jus because of 2e1, he got to go through it again. haiz... sian... i was almost fall asleep in the lesson lor. can u imagine how boring it is but thanks god time fly fast. After IH lesson was music lesson, we got to present our assignment ... we had a lot fun during the presentation becoz we get to play with instrument and stuff... i think my group did a good job and at least our effort did not go down the drain for working so hard. the rest of the day were rather boring... english still okay la as we have another presentation again abt Moral edu ...stay back late in sch again to study for test ... see i am so guai !! haha. but i did not put in as much effort as the perivous test becoz i don wan to waste my effort . in the end get the same result back then tat time don noe wat will happen to me... lulu... this is for u!! i noe recently u are under a lot of stress so everything cannot go inside ur brain. and u are thinking of dropping sch... i hope u really relax urself not giving urself so much stress aybe it will help u to get the infomation in to ur brain. AND ONE MORE THING, STOP SAYING THOSE NEGATIVE WORDS TO URSELF !!! it is jus discouraging u only... u should be more positive. i noe it is abit out of point as i am also going to give up soon but i really hope tat u will motivate urself then discouraging urself. u have a bright future, don say No. " FOR I KNOW THE PLANS I HAVE FOR U." DECLARES THE LORD,
"PLANS TO PROSPER U AND NOT TO HARM U ,
PLANS TO GIVE U HOPE & A FUTURE."
Jeremiah 29:11
So frm the bible it said the above which tell tat god have plans everything for u which to prosper u but not to harm u. PLANS TO GIVE U HOPE AND A FUTURE !!! so lulu i really hope u think properly the decision before u regret it next time. if anything u need me, juju definitely will be there for lulu !!
love,
juju
