Hello:D I haven' t been updating my blog cos i was rather busy at school work + i fell sick again. haiz. This yr has been a terrible year for me?! I had fall sick countless times throughout this yr which means i had burnt a big hole in my parent's pocket. I'm feeling rather guilty abt it cos i didn't give them what they want from me[studies] but instead created so many troubles for them. haiz. Sorry!

Monday, 26 October 09
Hmm, nothing much in school as i got back the rest of my exam scripts... Haiz. I broke down once again when i was having my recess. Well, i am really disappointed in myself and for letting down my parents who pinned high hopes on me. *sigh* I need to find out what's the problem to this situation in order to rectify it asap. Its really time i do something abt it before its get worst. Thanks cherlyn and gillian for ur comfort that day! I felt so much better after everything and it served as a reminder to me in Trusting God no matter what circumstances i face in life:D God answer our prayer in different ways be it fast or slow. I believe God will answer my prayer as time goes by, one day! In the evening, it was rather scary to stay at home alone esp at night... My parents were out, Laurel wasn't back home from training and Tricia went for tuition tat night leaving me alone at home... Somehow, I felt loneliness within me whenever i'm being left alone. haha! Well, i chatted with my jie on the phone... She told me abt her O lvl exams n stuff. One of the topic for compo was "POWER"! The first thing that came to my mind was power of God's love:D Once again, i was told that she got the inspiration to write abt fatherly love from a show- Magic of love which we used to watch in church. It was God who give my jie the inspiration to write a touching story. I really thank God for that n i pray that he will continue to watch over my sis throughout this period of time! Amen:D

Tuesday, 27 October'09
I went to school as usual but i wasn't feeling very well in the morning... I came to realise that i was running a high fever only when i felt cold n feverish in class and when I took my temperature beside babe, tp... I gave her a shock while she was doing her POA homework! 38.1.. Haiz. I have no idea why suddenly i will have fever... I was brought back home by my mom since she wasn't working... Popo was at house for the past few days as my grandmother went overseas for holiday. So she was here to take care of my brother but in the end, she had to take care of me, big baby! haha. Thanks Popo for ur meticulous care throughout day! I shivered throughout the night in air-con room. haha.

Wednesday, 28 October'09
I didn't go school today as i was still running a fever in the morning... Early in the morning, I went to see a doctor at polyclinic together with popo:D Thanks God that i didn't have to wait for very long to consult a doctor... There's a saying: "Early bird catches the worm!" Lol. The doctor said i having throat infection so i was given MC until friday... My fever will be on & off so all i need is to drink lots of water and rest at home. haiz! Once again, i have to miss lesson... What a meaningless headstart for me?! Irritating... Well, i have been grabbing every opportunity to read my book so at least i'm able to improve my english by reading:D Hehe. I'm supposed to rest and not reading book. Lol. I gtg now. Annyeong!

ps: I'm craving to eat good food other than porridge... The Cheesecake tat i ate is super nice!<3