Annyeong haseyo! Currently, i am feeling much better! Just that i'm still coughing & having flu.. haha! I didn't go school today again as i was not in good condition in the morning and i was still under MC... haha! My mom didn't work either cos my baby brother was running a fever. In the morning, i accompanied my mom together with my brother and grandma to the polyclinic. This time round, we didn't have to wait for an hour before we could consult the doctor. Well, maybe infants or babies are given the priority to go first esp when they are having high fever. So Lucky! We went to have our breakfast before headed home. Yeah, i got a lecture from my aunt for not performance well in my studies. I cried cos it seems like my effort isn't being recognised by people esp my family members. Well, i'm not going to let this results down! I will do something about it for the next 2 months... I had done some self-reflection n evaluation to my poor performance. I believe with God's guidance and spirit, i will preserver to the end till O lvl. <3

Hello:D I haven' t been updating my blog cos i was rather busy at school work + i fell sick again. haiz. This yr has been a terrible year for me?! I had fall sick countless times throughout this yr which means i had burnt a big hole in my parent's pocket. I'm feeling rather guilty abt it cos i didn't give them what they want from me[studies] but instead created so many troubles for them. haiz. Sorry!

Monday, 26 October 09
Hmm, nothing much in school as i got back the rest of my exam scripts... Haiz. I broke down once again when i was having my recess. Well, i am really disappointed in myself and for letting down my parents who pinned high hopes on me. *sigh* I need to find out what's the problem to this situation in order to rectify it asap. Its really time i do something abt it before its get worst. Thanks cherlyn and gillian for ur comfort that day! I felt so much better after everything and it served as a reminder to me in Trusting God no matter what circumstances i face in life:D God answer our prayer in different ways be it fast or slow. I believe God will answer my prayer as time goes by, one day! In the evening, it was rather scary to stay at home alone esp at night... My parents were out, Laurel wasn't back home from training and Tricia went for tuition tat night leaving me alone at home... Somehow, I felt loneliness within me whenever i'm being left alone. haha! Well, i chatted with my jie on the phone... She told me abt her O lvl exams n stuff. One of the topic for compo was "POWER"! The first thing that came to my mind was power of God's love:D Once again, i was told that she got the inspiration to write abt fatherly love from a show- Magic of love which we used to watch in church. It was God who give my jie the inspiration to write a touching story. I really thank God for that n i pray that he will continue to watch over my sis throughout this period of time! Amen:D

Tuesday, 27 October'09
I went to school as usual but i wasn't feeling very well in the morning... I came to realise that i was running a high fever only when i felt cold n feverish in class and when I took my temperature beside babe, tp... I gave her a shock while she was doing her POA homework! 38.1.. Haiz. I have no idea why suddenly i will have fever... I was brought back home by my mom since she wasn't working... Popo was at house for the past few days as my grandmother went overseas for holiday. So she was here to take care of my brother but in the end, she had to take care of me, big baby! haha. Thanks Popo for ur meticulous care throughout day! I shivered throughout the night in air-con room. haha.

Wednesday, 28 October'09
I didn't go school today as i was still running a fever in the morning... Early in the morning, I went to see a doctor at polyclinic together with popo:D Thanks God that i didn't have to wait for very long to consult a doctor... There's a saying: "Early bird catches the worm!" Lol. The doctor said i having throat infection so i was given MC until friday... My fever will be on & off so all i need is to drink lots of water and rest at home. haiz! Once again, i have to miss lesson... What a meaningless headstart for me?! Irritating... Well, i have been grabbing every opportunity to read my book so at least i'm able to improve my english by reading:D Hehe. I'm supposed to rest and not reading book. Lol. I gtg now. Annyeong!

ps: I'm craving to eat good food other than porridge... The Cheesecake tat i ate is super nice!<3

Hihi. I dislike going out when its raining... This morning, it was raining cats and dogs when i was about to go out for tuition! Thus, tat made me very reluctant to go for tuition... Well, in the end i still went for it because it the last lesson for me in the tuition centre. Haha! After all, i didn't have chemistry lesson at all cos my teacher mistook the date for last lesson. The make up lesson was pushed to the following week... Hence, i had to stay at the centre until my next tutor comes [physics lesson]. Omg! I wasted 1h 30mins there doing nothing... If i did bring along my book, i could have finished another two chapters! Haiz. For physics lesson, nothing much jus covered the last bit on the chapter Sound and we chatted alot about exams performance. Hmm, yeah everyone is right! I should have faith in myself and God that i can do it. I jus wanna focus on my studies so that i don see disappointed faces from my parents anymore n let them worried for me... Aja fighting!:D
At night, i went tgt with mummy n siblings to fetch Laurel home from school. Yup, that's all for the day i guess. Tmr getting back the rest of the exam scripts! haiz. JY. Annyeong!

Annyeong haseyo! Hmm, i went out tgt with my mom in the afternoon. She went for pedicure and medicure so i waited for her for an hour plus... Haiyoh. While waiting for her, i started reading my book entitled New Moon that was on my bookshelf for very long time... haha! Hmm, I can't wait for the movie to come so that i can go watch it. Lol. I must really thank Gorgor for his compliments and encouragement:D And of course, people who encourage me too! haha. I will continue to work hard and stay optimistic. Hehe. Yay! I was told that gorgor like the birthday present that i gave him... Haha! I'm really glad to hear that from him:D Annyeong!

Hello. Happy birthday Cherlyn & Carmen:D Hmm, i received some of the exam scripts back today and as usual i failed English very badly... haiz! Alright, my mood was ruined early in the morning as i was told to see the principal in the afternoon about my performance. I started to burst out crying after hearing such a bad news, worrying about not able to promote to sec 5 nxt yr. Every time i got back an english paper, i tend to cry as the marks were horrible! Haiz. As for physics & chemistry, i did passed both papers but i'm still not satisfied with the results at all... I believe i could have done better if i was less careless and studied harder for it! I should really blame myself for being in such a situation... I really hope that time can rewind so that i can do better if i can the chance to redo it. haiz! Well, everything is too late and life have to go on from here!
Yeah, i went to see the principal... We were given a chance to prove to her our atittudes towards learning. Hence, it depends on that to see whether we are able to get promoted anot. Hmm, I am going to prove to her that i can do it! Throughout the holidays, i going to spend most of the time bucking up on my studies and tackle English! Oh, i will be working for a week too... HAHA! My ultimate goal is O level so i cannot/ will not give up so easily now. Aja Fighting!

Annyeong haseyo:D I learnt Korean language from Ruzana today in class since it was free periods once again. haha! Well, i must say its hard to learn Korean but i am going to preserve on until i finish learning it. haha. Thanks Ruzana tutor for being so patience with me. Lol. Hmm, during Emaths lesson i happened to talk to Mr Low about my performance... He said " You are a hardworking girl... Lol. Maths is okay for you but other subjects are worrying esp Language!" Yup, i know that i need to buck up on my English tremendously during the holiday in order to do well in O lvl. Aja fighting! Oh ya, we got back Chinese exam scripts... I did passed all my papers but i don't think its a good one! haiz. What had happened to me? I was quite depressed after i know my results, felt like crying though. We had Thanksgiving service in the afternoon in school today.... Yes, i need to thank God for everything that he had done for me throughout these years. Without him, i won't be able to be who i am now! I give thanks to him with a grateful heart:D

Yoyo! Hmm, school was alright as most of the lessons were free periods... Teachers are focusing on the Sec 4E now cos their O lvl are just next week! Haiz. I wish them all the best, may God guide them through this time. After school, F10 members + one EXTRA person went Toa payoh together for lunch... We brought KOI cafe bubble milk tea before going to the usual Fried fish bee hoon coffee shop intending to irritate the Old hag... Unfortunately, it was closed! Well, we had a hard time deciding where to eat next... In the end, some of us went to Fork & Spoon Food court to have our lunch!

This christian song really warms my heart! It expressed my feeling... Woots! NICE SONG. <3

여보세요! Headstart programme in school started today... Well, school was alright at least not as bad as what I expected as we spent most of the time on catching with friends instead of studying... haha! We had two hours of Emaths lesson but we only did one pathetic question on standard deviation n mean and going through next yr topics... The rest of the time, we were just happily chatting away! Lol. Well, every subject teacher who came in today did tell us about our performance for our EOY exams...I meant its normal for every teacher to come into the class to tell us our performance esp after exams so we just have to bear with it. Lol. We were told that 3/4 of the class died in english paper 2. I strongly believed that i'm one of them as i have no confidence at all. haiz. However, i left everything to God as i trust him for having good plans for me! Through christ that strengths me~ haha! Like what has mentioned in today's devotion, God answers our prayer in accordance to his will. Therefore, i am sure God will help me to pull through this current situation that i'm in. Aja fighting! :D

ps: Currently watching "Take care of the young lady." Its a nice drama show recommended by Cherlyn Tung... haha. Its super nice so readers must go watch it:D

Hello:D Today's another boring day! Haiz. If these continues, i doubt i will enjoy myself before Friday when the exams scripts are returned back.... Haiyoh! I'm going to stay at home tmr too since nobody jio me out. haiz. *boring*

Hmm, i went for the second last tuition lesson today even though its after exams... Haha! For chemistry, as usual, we just kept doing O level papers nothing unusual. However, my tutor told us his teaching experience in a private school. Well, some people from China are really ridiculous! I can't believed that those people actually wanted to play pranks on an experienced teacher. Totally insane and brainless batch of people. Lol. Complain for a nonsensical reason and all sort of rubbish things. Haiyoh! Through this, i realised that we need to be firm n smart at times to deal with different kinds of people in the society. hehe. I hope he gets the chance to teach in a girl's school and i wanna see what's his experiences. Woots! As for physics, we spent about 40mins to talk about exams n ENGLISH! Haiz. That's really remind me of my english results n stuff. Omg! I'm really very scared that i cannot make it then i can say byebye to my promotion! haiz. Then for the rest of the time, we went through the chapter on Sound. Its actually easy to understand and a very short topic. haha! After all, the lesson was productive:D
Aftermath, mummy came to fetch me! Hehe. We went to Amk hub for awhile to collect something really expensive for mummy! [Belated b'day party from daddy] hehe. Definitely, we went for some shopping too. Haha! I think i'm going to spend time tmr finish up what i wanted to do and i'm done with everything. hehe. Annyeong!

Yoyo! Hmm, i jus came back from Cherlyn's birthday pool party not long ago... The saddest thing was i wasn't allowed to stay until 10pm but instead my curfew was by 8pm when the party started at 7pm?! Wth. Haiz. I think i'm gonna missed out alot of fun tgt with my friends... Like dumping cherlyn down the pool... haha! I need a break after my exams before headstart programme right?! Omg. Well, my happy mood was ruined by my dad! Hence, i ended up so worried of getting home late n i even cried on the phone while persuading my dad to extend the time. Stupid! I gained nothing but injuries from there. Argh! Alright, enough of complaining n stuff . Woah! I didn't eat lunch n dinner throughout the day. Woots! Damn pro sia. Lol. Yup, after all i still glad that i went there cos i managed to get some fun out of it tgt with my friends! F10:D Btw, i pushed Brenda Kho down the pool since she wanted someone to help her. So i jus merely gave her my helping hand... Lol. Woots! Super happy. hehe.
ps: I will post up the photos once i get it. haha!

Four pretty ladies in the family! HAHA. *ego*
My lovely family photo:D

Yoyo! Firstly, i would like to wish my mom a Happy Birthday:D Coincidentally, it was Mid-autumn festival. haha. I had a fun-filled day together with my family. woots!

Hmm, i had make-up physics tuition early in the morning so i was disturbed by my dad super early like 7.30am? haiz. After that, Laurel n i decided to wash the car since its so dirty! I cannot stand it... So in the end, we washed under the sun when it was scorching mercilessly on us. haiz. However, I love the shinny car once it was washed! hehe. Once we were done with it, the both of us went to Bishan J8 to shop for present. aiyo! This is the first time i felt tired after shopping for awhile. omg! I was so happy once we reached home... Soon after, i fall asleep on the couch. hehe. Alright, for dinner we went to the usual restaurant for celebration... The feast was delicious man! I ate chilli crab, prawn and other fantastic food. Woots! Super full and fattening sia. haiz. After exams, i am going to slim down by exercising! hehe. I went down to play candles n fireworksntgt with my brother n sister. It had brought back so memories i had last time. I remembered my dad once formed a heart shape using the candles for us. haha! So fun! Alright, i will upload more photos on fb! Its time for me to go liao esp i have tuition tmr. Annyeong:D