Hmm, nothing unusual even though its Teacher's Day celebration... The class had a lot of fun even though we didn't have class party like other classes. haha! I don really bother talking about school cos its nothing to me anymore. Thanks No. 38 for ur company throughout the day... Hmm, after celebrating Laurel & I went to woodlands to meet jiejie n melvin korkor. haha. Yup, we went to eat Pizza Hut then headed to shop around causeway. We went round looking for my birthday present too. haha. Walao! That melvin korkor kept pulling my rubber bands away from my hair... He said its easy to target and smooth. Aiyo. Because of that i had to tie my hair again n again. Argh! However, i believe we had lots of fun together. hehehehehe. Annyeong!

ps: Everything looks fake to me! Stop putting on a mask on ur face.

Hello! Hmm, i went for tuition as usual:D However, today's lesson was expectionally meaningful as i learnt a lot of things other than knowledge that will be tested for O level but also values. Mr Kevin told the class "The biggest enemy is yourselves! Therefore, don't compete with others but yourselves." Indeed, we should defeat ourselves first before we have the right or the competency to compete with others. Then as for Physics, i was asked whether i like the school i am in... So my reply to her was everything i felt about the school which i don't really dare to mention about it to anyone. Well, she has the same sentiments too. She was really nice and gave me a lot of advice about it... She would like me to go for JC instead of Poly as much as possible as she believe that i am able to do it. haha! Jy Juliet:D Aja fighting.

Well, after tuition i went to my second uncle(my mom's brother)'s house for some gathering together with my jie n brother. haha. Its really nice to see them once again as we seldom meet up. haha! Yup, we chatted and had lots of fun together... Hmm, my parents have new plans for the family. I really look forward to it! haha. Annyeong!

Hello! Like what i had mentioned in the previous post, indeed i was the next person who caught the virus. Haiz.
On thursday night, i started vomiting until friday early morning like 3am plus. I have no idea how many times i vomitted but from what my grandma said it was like more than 10times... Haiz. My whole face was damn pale, as white as paper and my body was damn weak until i cannot stand properly. I needed to be held by my grandma out of the toliet n onto my bed. Thanks grandma! Throughout the night, she took care of me while my mom took care of my brother. Both of us fall sick at the same time. haha! I was not only vomiting but also running a high fever... So i could only fall asleep properly in the morning after throwing everything out. Haiz. Therefore, i gave school amiss once again. Hmm, once everyone in the family woke up, my mom brought Isaac n me to see a doctor tgt with the maid. At that time, both of us were running a high fever just that Isaac was higher than me. haha. The both of us were very weak... We waited for 15mins just for a taxi! While waiting, i was so tired that i actually seat on the pavement! If i walk i may faint anytime cos my visual isn't good, all i see was star star. haiz. Yup, we went to consult the doctor. He also don noe what is the main cause of this illness even though he did suspect it was food poisoning. However, we didn't eat anything frm outside other than home food cooked by my grandma.
Now i'm in the midst of recovering! Thanks to GOD who grant me speedy recovery! At least, i'm feeling much better than yesterday. I will get well soon so not to worry... Unfortunately, the virus is still in my house cos after me, mummy & Tricia got it too. I think its the bad weather the country is facing. haiz. I jus pray that God will protect everyone from falling sick! Amen. Oh ya, my mom told me that this year i really broke one of my own record... That is i kept falling sick! For 8months, i already fall sick for 7 times... Be it within a month or every 2-3 months once. haha. 1. Flu, 2. Measles, 3. Quarantined, 4. Nose-block( unable to breathe)+ cough, 5. Flu, 6. Fever + flu & 7. Stomach virus. I have no idea why am i so weak that made me kept falling sick. haiz. Lack of vitamins? haha! I believed that i caused a hole in my mom's pocket for falling sick so often. Haiz. 어머니에게 미안하다 (sorry mummy) Hmm, everyone must take care of yourselves by drinking lots of water due to the bad weather. Cannot fall sick at this time like me. haha. Annyeong.

Hmm, i managed to pull through another day in school. Every thursday, it has the most number of period n the duration in school is the longest too. haiz. I was super tired when it came to Chemistry lesson but i managed to hold myself back by taking down lots of notes. haha. After that was 3 period of english lesson... The class had to do a mock exam paper for 1hr 45mins(full duration) as a practice for our upcoming exam. Omg! We were very reluctant to do it as we were very tired after a long day. However, Mrs Vimi inspired the class with her words that made all of us pull through the mock exam paper. She mentioned "This is your last lap this yr, no matter how painful the process is bear with it and press on. Showcase the Perservance & determination values in you!" Yup, i fell asleep once i'm done with the paper. haha. Something more absurb happened to me on my way home... I was so tired that i literally fall asleep on the bus all the way till amk hub which means that i missed my bus-stop. First time in my life this kana thing actually happened to me! No matter how i sleep in the bus, i will still wake up on time. Haiz. SO malu... Thanks God, i woke up at amk station tat bus-stop if not i have to go all the way to Hougang interchange before coming home. HAHA!
Yay! Mummy finally went to consult doctor abt her fall in the toliet few days ago after being nagged from me... Praise the Lord! Mummy wasn't seriously injured or her bone crack. The doctor just said that her back bone isn't straight anymore n there is a blue black part at the back due to the fall. She needs time for her back to recover so for the period of time she is unable to do actions that will affect the recovery of her back. haha! I pray that God will grant my mom a healing hands for speedy recovery. Amen!

Hmm, i think there is this stomach virus going around at my house.. Isaac(brother) is vomitting since just now after dinner n my grandma starting to have it too. Haiz. I think i'm next! Bye! *feeling unwell*

Hello! Hmm, i started a bright new day with a positive mindset not letting anything affects me. I really Thank gorgor for lending me his listening ear last night. Indeed, he is the best person that i can go to no matter what without worrying. I feel the security from him which i could not get it from others:D haha! He sacrified an hr of his sleeping time just to talk to me on the phone despite being asked to go to bed by his father several times... Gorgor just listened to my rants without complaining and he even shared some of his experiences with me. He was trying really hard to console me n cheer me up.Lol. I had learnt that no matter what just be yourself! No one is able to judge someone whether they are important or not except God as He was willing to sacrifice his only son to die for us on the cross which means that in God's eyes each person is very important n unique to Him. He created everyone with different abilities in a special way. "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten son, that whosoevers believeth in Him shall not perish, but have everlasting life."-John 3:16. I had also learnt not to dwell over those unhappy things but rather looking things at a brighter side. Hopefully, things will get better after sometime. I should not be just focusing on those people around me n neglected those who are faraway from me but yet treat me very nicely. I don need a big grp of people cos i noe that there a few people out there will always be there for me... That's more than enough!

As for school today, i was in the general office after recess all the way till F&N lesson tgt with Yukie, Aisyah & Nicole. As Yukie was not feeling well so i was there to help her out... Hmm, i was asked to help to pack the First Aid box in the office too. haha! Oh, i saw Mrs pillai holding onto the CAC trophy as it was being sent to our school.. Woots! Very happy everytime i think of it. Very proud of my juniors! haha. Not soon after, there was another causalty coming to the office. She fell onto the ground when she wanted to seat on the chair during lesson but her classmate went to take it away without realising she wanted to sit on the chair. Yup, she injured her back n she couldn't stand up at all. As her case is serious, the school decided to call ambulance... Haiz. She was crying all the way as she have the phobia of going to the hospital. I just pray that everything will be fine for her. This brought me to my mummy's case too. I need to urge her to go for a check up (body & back) as she fell down inside the toliet not long ago. HAIZ. I really pray nothing will happen to her! Amen. Annyeong! God bless you.

ps: You either cherish or perish! Trust:D

Please stop reading here if u don want to be affected by it. I'm going to rant!!!
Hmm, it isn't a great day for me after all! Early in the morning, i was damn pissed off with somebody(not going to mention any names here). The whole day in school was equally bad too cos many things happened to me just like before. I found out many many many unbelievable things about people around me by different people who i think is trustworthy. Frankly speaking, i have the urge to cry everything out after i finding out so many true colours of people. However, i managed to hold it back after sometime. I ended up emo-ing. haiz! Its really hard to find someone TRUSTWORTHY! I have lost faith in everyone around me other than some... They are my family and Korkor. The only person that i trust most is God. No matter what i will accept it cos i know that God has his own plan for me which going to prosper me.
I'm really very tired of those sickening glut of conflicts happening among ourselves since last yr. Whatever its, i will always be the one who got the most hurt without anyone realising it. I had tried my very best to change the situation n myself just for the sake of everyone. Yet, none of u actually see it n its just making the situation worse. I dare to say that i tried my very best throughout the 20months! But what have i got back in return from all of u?! I noe nothing in this world is fair and prefect but am i so worthless that i don even deserve a better treatment than this... I don wanna put on a fake facial expression mask(happy face) to school everyday pretending nothing is wrong when we know that something is really wrong among us. What else do u all want me to do? I have suffered enough... How long more must i have to pull up with this nonsense?! To be honest, it really affects me badly until i Hate going to school every morning. It was because of my O level Certificate otherwise i won't even wanna go school at all. Better still, if there is a time machine i will like to go back to the time where i got my PSLE results n choose my sec sch over again! So that i would have to face such situation n lead a peaceful life. I did chose to close one eye open one eye abt it but i'm not toys or machine but human being who have feeling n senses. I'm not someone who u think u can play with like a toy! I wasted so much tears for all of u which i think its pointless. Two choices for u to choose: 1. Come straight to my face and tell me ur unhappiness instead of bitching abt me behind to others... 2. Tell me n F*** off my life! I don need people to be in my life who make me suffer just for them... Bye

Hello! Nowadays, time really fly damn fast until i didn't realised it. I was busy doing my work and the time just went passed me like nobody's business. Haha! The start of EOY exams is in 4 weeks time excluding the september holiday. Wow! At a blink of an eye, an academic year is coming to an end soon. haha.

Hmm, i received back a few of my testpapers today.. Some of the results i am quite happy with some is really disheartening. haiz. For chemistry, i scored 30 out of 35... I think its pretty good marks, unfortunately its not counted. haiz. For english, i failed by one mark again. Haiz! Terrible... I really wonder when will i be passing my english test/exam. I really really scare as the exams draw nearer n nearer! I really hope that Miracle will happen to me within a day. haha. As for physics, i merely just passed the paper. Thanks God! To be honest, i didn't spend much time revising for the test even though i did my revision during tuition time. I shouldn't be procastinating my work and wasting precious time like that. Haiz. Its time to change it before its too late! Jy:D
I was supposed to go watch movie with my family tonight but then i didn't wannt go in the end cos i didn't wanna leave laurel behind at home alone. haha. See! I'm always so nice to her lor but she doesn't see it rite?! haha. After exam, i shall go out watch movie with my friends but not now. Lol.

Important Announcement! SMSSRCY clinched the Second-runner up in NATIONAL for Current Affair Competition 2009... Woots. Congrats to the CAC team! Well done peeps. All the efforts that all of u had put in were appreciated by the Judges. Hmm, i apologised for being demanding and fussy throughout the preparation for the competition. However, i appreciated all the efforts that all of u had put in just for the glory of the Lord, School, unit and yourselves. I must really comment on Lakshmi as she was a great leader who really sacrified a lot for the team like staying up late at night just to wait for my comments to be given to her. haha. Keep it up cadets! I believe the Unit will shine brightly in all of ur hands with the help of the committee guidance. Through christ that strengthen the unit!

Alright, i going to go start mugging! Tmr have study dates with my two girlfriends. haha! Bye.

Yoyo! I was asked to wake up early in the morning by my mom... Haiyoh! Not soon after breakfast, my family went to pay respect to my late grandfather as his 24th death anniversary is coming soon. Its on Tuesday but we couldn't go on that day itself since we are having school so decided to go on a earlier date. Haha! Once everything is done, home sweet home and i prepared for tuition. I realised i am putting a lot of weight instead of losing weight. Haiyoh! Its really time for me to go for a run again every evening before dinner no matter how busy i am. Otherwise, i will be damn fat and ugly. haiz! I noe some people out there is going to disagree with me... Well, that is the truth, my dear friends. Haha!

Okay, tuition was usual but was productive! I managed to clear all the doubts i have with my tutors for both subjects. haha. We managed to clear two revision topics for both Physics & Chemistry in 3hrs... Haha! Eh.. I managed to answer almost all the questions correctly compared to a girl who is going to take O lvl this yr. Proud of myself! Haha. However, i cannot be complacent about it but must continue to work harder. Jy! Oh, chemistry lesson ended 10mins earlier so i ended falling asleep while waiting for my physics tutor to arrive. Lol. I don noe why am i so tired out of the sudden... Maybe i was hungry at tat time, nobody sent me food. Haha! Well, for physics everything went on smoothly. I managed to pull through throughout the lesson even though i was really tired. Yay! I guess next week onwards, for tuition i will be doing revision throughout until the last lesson. haha! Comments made by my phy tutor, she said i look more energised and more alert in class. Tat seems like i have fully recovered. Lol. I need to give praise to the Lord for healing me completely so fast! haha. Thank u Father:D By God's grace, i am back into study mood again. haha! Jiayou.

Hmm, Sweet 16 b'day happens once in a life time... Finally, i managed to hold a celebration n celebrate it tgt with my friends. Haha! I really really hope that night will be a memorable one which i will never forget. Thanks gorgor for the promise that u made to me. He will be the second person that i remember for life other than God! He showered me with lots of love and comfort. Haha! I love gorgor. Lol. I believe that day will be a fun-filled one cos a lot of activity are lined up for me. Going WWW tgt with my family once again then cycling before the party starts. Haha. Praise the lord for everything! Alright, i gtg continue studying. Annyeong!

Hi. Hmm, i didn't managed to achieve what i aimed to do today as i slacked a lot throughout the day... The study mood i used to have in me seemed like its gone. Haiz! However, i managed to do some work no matter what but not 8hrs of study. haha! Something irritating happened to me early in the morning after breakfast... I realised that i lost my EZ-LINK card last night on my way home. Wth! Argh, i am so careless la so irritated with myself. I had to pay $18 just to get a replacement and its a temporary card before i get the new card. Wth! As usual, i got scolded from mummy for wasting unnesscary money on the card. Well, i have learnt my lesson already but its always through the hard way. haiz. Sorry! I'm really careless abt it. My carelessness really harm me in many things like exams n losting things. haiyoh! I must change away such carelessness! Angry with myself though.

Hmm, in the afternoon i suddenly felt unwell once again. Thank God, i am fine after some rest. I don wanna fall sick again esp during this critical period of the year. I must stay strong! Eat more Vitamins C & drink more water. Lol. Well, i have come out with my study plans for my revision. I'm going to start my revision one month before the exam so i going to mug hard. Haha! Jiayou. Through Christ that strengthens me! God is my strength & my Best friend forever. XD Amen! God bless everyone in this world.

Hello! Sorry for not updating my blog for the past few days as i was really busy with school works and the planning of my b'day party. haiyoh! Talking about that really makes me upset n somehow my blood boils. All thanks to some shameless people!!! Hmm, i think the exams dates are getting nearer so i felt pressurized every now n then. To be honest, i felt really really stressed out these few days n very clueless of doing things. Ah... I'm not like myself lor. But i really stayed very focus in class no matter how tired i was in the afternoon. haha. Lately, there are some problems that happened to my mom. She cried n behaved strangely on one of the day without telling us what's wrong with her. I felt really useless as i was unable to help my mom at all other than watching her cried out her sorrows. Haiz. In my mind, ther isn't someone that i really can go to now... Nobody cared abt it anyway so no point! Well, i believe God will protect my family n guide us through our darkness period. Amen!

Okay, today was alright... Insyirah told me during one of the lesson that Time is flying really fast. Indeed, throughout the day each lesson is over in a blink of an eye. Haiz. I managed to clear all my tests that i was supposed to do last week during my absentism. Thank God! Now everything is back to the normal state where i don owe any teachers anything. haha. Eh, i must say the Physics test that i took was hard... Omg la, i couldn't do alot of question and some of them i was writing nonsensical things. haiz. Hopefully, i don get a ugly results for that paper. haha! Chemistry paper was manageable but we were told to do the test out of the sudden without any notice in advance so didn't managed to revise it. However, i did pay attention in class n tutor did went through it once with me. haha! Praise the Lord. Oh, finally for absembly session... It was Chapel after so long time since June! woots. I love Chapel where i quieten down my heart to worship God:D However, while worshipping there is this irritating senior was commenting on Cherlyn's and Gillian's hair for no reason. Wth! She is showing disrespectful to God and us sia. Stupid! After that, i went for CCA... Hmm, it was fun as i managed to do some drills together with the juniors after so long. Haha! Oh, i managed to piggy back Joan during Evacuation lesson doing demo. Woots. Lol. After that i went to attend Sec 2's Meet-parents session tgt with my mom & Laurel... They were talking abt streaming stuff throughout the talk. I was bored over there almost falling asleep but i just kept quiet n listen to the briefing. Mr Lee spoke on the stage for Humanities and Mr Ng for science. Haha! Mummy said the way Mr Lee speaks is like as if bullet train, super fast. Lol. Everything ended around 8plus then had dinner before headed home. On my way back, i had lots of fun chatting with mummy. HAHA. She came out with alot of lame jokes n story. LOl

Okay, i think its time for me to go sleep now since its so late. I'm going to mug for 10hrs again tmr! Woots. Jy! Bye.

Hello! Early in the morning, i had Emaths test at sec 3 level then a lot of teachers was like looking at me wondering why am i seating outside instead of classroom. haha! I'm very guai de lor. Lol. Okay, i found out sereval things throughout the day and i was traumatized by it. Omg la, digusting! Haiyoh. Hmm, Chinese spelling was easy for me as i did learnt it. Haha. Omg la, i was so paiseh during english lesson... Mrs Vimi used my group as demo then the title for the play is A guy who is proposing to a girl. I was the girl so its something like Romeo & Juliet play in front of the whole class. Aiyo, so paiseh! haha. As for the SS test after school, i was really "surprised" by the paper... Lol. I had headache after chinese lesson, damn painful. haiz. However, i manged to pull through everything. haha.

Times are coming flying fast just like a blink of an eye! EOY exams are coming soon... haiz. Its really time to give in all my best n stop being so playful. haha. I must really do my best in this last lap. From now onwards, i need to stay super focus n i believe i can do it. Jy Juliet!

ps: IQ power memory! Haha.

Yo! A short post before i start studying:D Hmm, the history test was manageable... I was shocked when i saw the paper cos i wondered who set the paper. haha! To some people, damn easy. But Amaths test sucks! haiz. I couldn't do some of the questions that is not from differentiation chapter. Haha. Eh, I really troubled by my birthday party thingy lately. I heard from my dad the final decision is to celebrate at my aunt's house downstair. Wth! I want it to be at ECP... I was so angry when my dad said that until i damn pissed off. Thanks wanyu for listening to my rants. I felt so much better after saying it out. hehe. Well, everything is unsettled now. Haiyoh!
Okay, i need to start studying... Tmr having 3 tests in a day, Emaths, SS and chinese spelling test. Woots! Jy:D

Hello! Hmm, today is really a nice day for me. HAHA! I went out early in the morning tgt with my family & grandma for Breakfast then we headed to Woodlands to buy something before going for tuition. Hmm, for tuition we did revision for both subjects. Thank God! Both tutors gone through the topics that i needed to revise for my missed tests. Hence, i don have to spend a lot of time revising through it again. Yay! Praise the Lord:D Hmm, its really nice of my phyics tutor whom is so concerned abt my health after knowing i'm sick again for a week. She mentioned that i'm weak so kept asking me to ask mummy to buy some healthy products to boast my immunse. Lol. I have it a lot at home but i didn't take it only. haha!

In the evening, i went for a play @ my church[parkway parade]. Haha! The story is about God's love for everyone who believes in Him. Jesus had died on the Cross for all our sins so we are forgiven by God's grace. "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you." Matthew 7:7. Pray to God and our prayer will be answer by Him through different manner. Its really a nice play that i enjoyed. If i have the chance, i would like to bring my friends to watch it with me again. Lol. Hmm, I really thank God for everything! He's my strength, survivor and Beloved Friend:D He will never forsake or leave me. Jy! Amen.

ps: Things really getting more n more exciting! Haha.

Annyeong haseyo! Today i could say it was a productive day for me... I started studying since morning after my mom went to consult a doctor. I studied for a total of 8hrs throughout the day! Woots. I'm proud of myself for achieving my aim of the day. Haha! I managed to finish my homework, completed notes for history with understanding n studied for A.maths test. Hehe. However, on the other hand, i was naughty as i skipped my medicine. I only took Antibotic, leaving my cough n flu medicine aside. Those two are drowsy medicine so i'm worried if i eat it then i won't be able to study already. So cannot! I need to spend my time wisely in order to be able to study for all my tests next week since i was absent from school for a week. I'm having 9 tests next week! haiz. Jy Juliet!:D
Oh! The doctor said my mom have Low blood pressure n she advised her to go for a whole body check up soon. However, my stubborn mother said "Don't want! Its okay to die..." Haiyoh! I had been asking her to go do a body check up since the start of the year. Haiz. Once she recover, i'm so gonna drag her to the hospital to do a body check up with the help of all my siblings. I can't afford to lose my Mom! She is so precious to me:D Even though i do somethings to frustrate her sometimes... LOL.

Hmm, counting down from today... My birthday is 1 month away! Haha. Btw, Happy birthday my smartie cousin, Ivy jie. Coincedentially, in my family we have people who's birthday fall on the same number but different month. Aunt crystal- 15 July, Ivy jie- 15 August, Juliet- 15 Sept & Uncle Ks- 15 October! HAHA. COOL isn't it?! Haha. Talking about my b'day... I think i mentioned before hoping to have a b'day party this yr in a chalet to celebrate with frens, juniors n relatives. Hmm, it seems like its going to be fulfilled by my Aunt! Thanks:D I guess this yr b'day Sweet 16 will be the most memorable b'day i ever have. Yay! Praise the Lord for everything. Looking foward to it!
Well, i was asked whether can celebrate tgt with my cousin, Max since our b'day is so near... I was sitting on the fence whether should i celebrate tgt or individually?! To be honest, i would like to celebrate individually as its Sweet 16 which is something special to me. I was lost so i ended up asking many closest ppl about it n the outcome was INDIVIDUALLY. Am i right to make the decision? Ah... God help me! haha.
Currently, i'm still planning the details so invitations will be sent out soon. I will be celebrating my b'day early this yr during the september holiday. Haha! Peeps, i promise it will be a fun night for us! XD. haha.
Alright, i gtg sleep. Tmr having 3hrs of tuition again n going to attend a church play in the evening. Annyeong! Night.

Hihi. Finally, i went to school after 3 days of MC. However, i stayed in school for abt 3hrs plus before i got sent back home again. Haiz! Once i reached the classroom after the long journey, I was so tired tat i ended sleeping on my table... Aisyah came to woke me up for temperature taking n her remark was "Are you okay? You look so pale." Haha! Thanks for ur concern peeps. I was feeling alright until singing the National Anthem, I almost fainted while singing. Haiyoh. I couldn't stand properly. Thank God i was able to withstand myself at that point of time.
For English lesson, we had our CME presentation on the book Kite Runner. Hmm, the presentation went smoothly as planned. I was supposed to sing tgt with cherlyn but i couldn't as i was having sore throat. I think i went out of tune, sorry! *paiseh* Haha. I ended up coughing non-stop after singing. Omg la. After that i felt really uncomfortable. I couldn't breathe properly with a blocked nose. I think its due to haze pollution tat's why i have breathing difficulties. Haiz. I faced chest pain, ear blocked n slight fever. So many problems coming at once on me. Haiyoh! I couldn't tahan any further after chinese lesson, so i was accompanied by Ruzana to the General office. Thanks gal:D I was being asked to wear Mask again for awhile then Home sweet home for me. I took cab back home myself since everyone is busy at work. Lol.

Once i reached home, i went straight to my bed after eating medicine. N i felt so much better after sleeping for a few hours. Haha! Here i'm blogging n finding out what i missed throughout the week. Thanks Wanyu for ur help in updating me the class progress. Oh! Thanks Cherlyn & Ruzana for bringing my books to me yesterday. THANK YOU VERY MUCH, PEEPS! XD

ps: You can do it! JY.

Hello! I'm under MC so i didn't go school today. Hmm, throughout the day i have been slacking... I did tried studying for my test but whatever i do, it seems wrong to me. Haiz. Once again, i was called as sleeping beauty by my mom. Haha! Its because everytime after i eat my medicine, i would ended up sleeping for the next few hours. Well, the medicine are drowsy type so what can i do with it?! Lol. I slept frm 11am to 3pm[4hrs]. Wow! However, i had a good rest:) I felt much more energtic when i woke up. Hehe. Yesterday, both my mom & i were sick rite... Now she is perfectly fine other than coughing and she went to work this morning. Omg! I have a workaholic mummy. Haiyoh! When i called her, she commented "Aiyo, my poor Juliet is so weak! Listen to her voice make me feel lifeless..." Lol. Well, I have to agree with my mom about me being weak. I realised that i fall sick very easily due to many reasons esp this yr. Too much stress also i will be on my sick bed again. HAHA! I hope that everything will be fine. I pray that God will send his holy angel to me to heal me. Amen! :D Currently, very worried about school work again out of the sudden. haiz! Annyeong.

The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.

ps: We are what we repeatedly do! [In simpler form: What we always do, makes us who we are.]

YoYo! I am sick again... Hence, i didn't go school in the morning. I did nothing much at home other than a bit of homework n house chores. Haiz. As for the rest of the day, i slacked... My mom also fall sick too so the both of us at home took turns to keep coughing and sneezing. Haiyoh! Hmm, in the afternoon after school hour i met up with Elizabeth jie. She is so nice & sweet to accompany me to go see doctor at the polyclinic. She waited an hour tgt with me n pushed back her tutor time. Lol. Thanks jie!:D I heard something shocking from the doctor today lor. He didn't say what's wrong with me at all.. However, he told me that my nose bone isn't straight but its more towards one side. Either to the left or the right... That's why i have block nose, hard to breathe. Haha! He gave me 3days of MC which includes today... Haiz which means i will be back only on Friday. Omg la, this week is Common test week yet i'm feeling unwell. Haiz! How?! I wondered how am i going to struggle through the following week. *sigh* Okay, i gtg sleep. Bye!

ps: Do what you want others to do upon you! <3

Hello! Actually, I have nothing much to blog about today. Just that i spent the whole afternoon at Popo house!! Woots. I went to Popo house after so long with my siblings by cab! haha. I was really happy to be able to see my Popo again even though yesterday i met her at AMK hub for awhile. As usual, she is the best person that i can go to other than God! She dote her grand-daughters a lot and have a very modern mindset. Well, she noe quite a few of my secrets:) Lol. I love you my dearest Popo loads!XD Hmm, she cooked a lot of delicious food for us everytime we go her house. hehe. Very nice! I waited for my mom to arrive before i had my lunch tgt. Mummy went to make pedicure alone... Now, the colour of her nail is Red & the pattern of it is like fireworks. Lol. Its jus like national day but its over. HAHA! I spent some time chatting with Ivy jie. Its really nice to talk to her as i get to learn some new things frm her. Not soon after, we had to take our leave as mummy need to rush back to cook dinner for us. Well,Popo had packed some food back for us for our dinner. Lol. Thanks:)

Hmm, throughout the day i really felt very uncomfortable. To be honest, since last week i have been feeling unwell in school but then i kept tahan it. I don wanna miss any lessons again leh. My throat is very painful. Thus, it leds to me having sore throat n kept coughing. My nose is half block n unblock so very hard to breathe! Haiz. While i'm studying i will have on n off headache. For the first time, I actually dozed off while i'm studying in the morning not soon after i jus woke up... Haiyoh! I felt tired like as if i didn't get to sleep at all when the actaul fact is i slept alot these days compared to Laurel. Omg la. Hiaz! I think i have fall sick again at the wrong timing. Haiz! Hence, no matter wat i studied for SS for the past two days i cannot remember anything! Ah... How?! Common test week sia. I was told not to worry so much n don give myself so much stress. How not to sia? Biggest worry now is PROMOTION at the end of the year.... Annyeong!

ps: Not sure whether should i go school tmr anot. haiz.

Yoyo! Today's National day which is everyone's birthday. Woots! Happy 44th birthday Singapore:) This is my home where i belong. I really thank God for watching over Singapore all these years and protect us from all the natural diasters which other countries faced. I'm fortunate to be able to stay in singapore. I'm proud to be a Singaporean! Hooray. I love Singapore:D

Hmm, in the afternoon i went out with my mom, jie and brother for awhile to AMK hub to buy some gorceries for our dinner. Haha. Anw, we saw Popo in the NTUC shopping alone. haiz, so sad. Anw, I got myself a light green Mickey Mouse cup! haha. I'm starting to like green especially Lime green! Woots. All thanks to mel... Lol. Tonight's dinner is done by Juliet Lim! Woots. Guess wat i prepared?! LOl. I prepared a spread of western food for my family. That consists of Mushroom soup + cereal bread, Potatoes w fruits salad and Honey bake chicken. Haha. Its a healthy n delicious meal... Yay!:) We had our dinner in front of the television while watching the NDP show. hehe. So nice! Eh, my mom n i were like trying to spot Laurel throughout the parade. LOL. However, i managed to spot Laurel from faraway while the contingent is marching off. Oh! Both my mom & i spotted Melvin korkor on television twice with the funny carebear costume. [motivator] HAHA! Not bad sia. I'm so going to take this chance to suan him since he did that to me yesterday. Woohoo! At 8.22pm, my mom, meimei & me said the Singapore pledge with pride. HAHA! We were self-high at home lor. Speaking of Laurel, she really make me worried for her la after she fainted on Friday in school. Hopefully, she is alright throughout the event. Haha! Now everyone is waiting for Miss Laurel to come back. I bet she must have lots of fun. City march was 3.2km! Well done RCY NDP'09:) Indeed, Red Cross contingent is still the best contingent out of all. I'm really proud of Laurel, Valerie & Liwern. Excellent gals!XD

ps:Argh! I having pimple outbreak on my forehead... I'm so ugly now! Ah... Damn sad! :(

Annyeong haseyo! Yay! Finally, i changed my blogskin after so long. HAHA. I think that my previous skin is nice but then its a bit dull. Now its livelier as its in pink & white and its SMILE:) Yup, i must smile more in order to look nice and cheerful. HEHE. Well, i was told that whenever i don smile... I look very fierce like as if people own me a lot of money. LOL.

Okay, i felt quite down in the afternoon. I realised that i haven been really enjoying myself to the fullest lately be it with my friends or family members. I felt like crying all out for no vaild reason. Haiz! Well, maybe its because i'm facing some problem with my dad tat kept me very troubled. Or i'm worried about my end of year promotion... Argh! I really very scare abt it lor tat's why i'm studying like hell now instead of going out to play n stuff. LOL. I have being coming straight home after school and didn't go out for a week. So guai rite? haha!Like wat Ruzana said i'm becoming like a nerd in better phrase is hardworking gal. HAHA! Well, i remember what Mr Lee said "Do things for the sake of doing it so jus do it! Great people overcome their own ability and obstacles." haha! Those words really spur me on... Jiayou! Hmm, i noe that God will always be there for me as he promised me that he will neither forsake me nor leave me. I have faith in Him but doesn't have faith in myself. I lost all the faith n confidence in myself. Haiz! Where am i going to get it back from?! Haiyoh. I must find it back and i will make sure myself do it.

Hmm, i stayed at home throughout the day. I managed to do my work and make plans for the three days. haha. Oh! Tmr i will be attending my dad's fren malay wedding. Woots! Kinda excited cos i never attend one before. haha! Alright, i shall stop here. bye. Goodnight~!

Hello!XD Alright, i woke up @5am just for Laurel because she needs to be in school by 6am in order to get herself ready for the NDP parade. Its dangerous to let her go school alone at that time so i went tgt with her. See, i'm always so nice to her yet she is so mean to me... Haha! We cab down to school instead of taking bus cos we will ended up late if we waited for the bus to arrive. Btw, the earliest bus arrived at 5.50am. LOl. We reached abt 5.50am but its too early for the gate to be open so waited outside with juniors. Two kind souls [aunt& uncle] came to resuce us by unlocking the gate for us. THANKS! Walao, the way to Red Cross room is really dark in the morning... Scary la. haha!

Hmm, parade... Thank God that everything went smoothly. All the efforts that had been put in wasn't wasted:) Well done PC[So yeon], Flag-barers, Flag-raisers and the all the unit contingent! Unfortunately, there was a big number of people fall out. I heard from some juniors that they felt bad for falling out of the parade. One of them is Laurel Lim!(Aiyo, keep repeating herself) Well, i jus wanna tell whoever it is, don worry about it there is always another chance which is next year... If you have done your best then nobody is going to blame u including yourselves. All you need to make sure is do better the next time round. haha! Hmm, during the celebration... I somehow enjoyed myself tgt with my frens. Mass sing along! haha.

After that, i headed off to AMK hub tgt with Laurel to meet Jiejie. Before that we went to NTUC to buy 20 bars of chocolates because Laurel is buying that for all NDP friends. She's really rich lor as she spent $50plus on all the present and etc. Crazy woman! She better make sure she get me a nice b'day present... LOL. We went to have lunch tgt at Foodcourt. HAHA. The three sisters had so much fun chatting with one another. Woots! Guess who i saw?! HIDAYAH MA'AM... Hahahahaha! It has been ages ever since i last saw her. I miss her so much. Well, not only her but all the seniors! It reminds me all the memorable experiences who had tgt in RC. LOL. It's really nice to see her again.. She didn't change much though she slim down quite a bit. haha. After everything, we headed home.

Not soon after, i managed to do some work before going out with my jie to meet Melvin korkor. HAHA! Sorry peeps. Ahem, I noe tat i'm the gooseberry bulb there la. I can pretend not to see anything de lor. HEHE. (Jie is going to kill me if she reads) Anw, thanks Mel korkor for your Bubble tea treat. KOI cafe:) We went to the open space area outside TPY library to chit chat. LOL. We had so much fun even though i kana suan. Haiz. Mel korkor n I wanted to go challenge the petty n idiotic old auntie at the Fishsoup coffeeshop. HAHA! My jie was nice so she stopped the both of us from doing so. Haiyoh. Nvm, after O lvl that is our first mission! woots. Nice show is coming up. *Muhahahahaha* I shall stop here! Annyeong:)

ps: I'm no longer who i am... I need time to find everything back in order to be my old self!

Annyeong haseyo!:D Hmm, i managed to pull through another day in school even though i wasn't feeling very well. Yesterday, i started to have slight flu, headache and cough. Haiz! However, i still went to school cos it wasn't very serious n i don wanna miss any lesson at this point of time.
Hmm, school was alright. Eh, something is wrong with Mr Lee... He told us about his dream wanting to become a millionaire and after that open a newspaper store outside Cityhall Mrt Station. N the life that he is hoping for. Haha! So funny. For the rest of the subjects was okay except for chemistry... Omg la. I don noe what is her problem... She actually said that she doesn't wanna teach us anymore nxt yr hopefully. How can a teacher gave up on her students jus like tat? I don see any encouragment in those words other than demoralising. Haiz. I know that teachers who's teaching our class are tired so are we. We have been hearing reprimanding almost everyday for a few months about the same thing. Some of us are really trying our best to prove the teachers wrong.There is this saying- One rotton apple cannot represent the whole box of apples! Haiz.

Okay, tmr we will be celebrating National day in school. Excited! Wow! Its already August which means my birthday is coming soon... I'm turning 16 soon though. So old! HAHA. Anw, i was told to plan myself the b'day party yesterday but now because of the conflict between daddy n me. I got to see daddy's decision whether can have one or not. Even though he promised me already... Everything was told to me by my mum in the afternoon. Argh! I jus pray hard to have one cos i have been hoping for one. Now i have this mindset in me, if i wan something i will worh really hard to get it by all means. This reminds me of something learnt from Adam's khoo workshop. haha! Desire - Discipline - Results! Yay. Jiayou:) Hmm, jiayou So Yeon hoo bae for tmr's commanding. All the best.

ps: I updated my private blog:D

Annyeong haseyo:D haha. Lately, I have been very busy and tired once it reaches the afternoon... haiz! Jiayou. Cannot fall sick wor, Juliet Lim. It isn't the right time to do so man! Must stay strong and healthy. Muhahaha.
Okay, i'll be posting three days into one again. Sorry!

3rd August'09, Monday
Early in the morning, Laurel said this straight to my face "OMG, U look like a barbie doll." LOL. Hmm, I went school with my new hairstyle... When i stepped into the classroom, Ruzana shouted "Juliet, you look nice in this hairstyle." Wa! So malu la. LOL. Thanks my dear. Well, i received a lot of nice comments about me in my new hairstyle by many people throughout the day... They said that this hairstyle suits me n i look prettier and cute. haha. Thus, Lynette and Insyirah ended up kept staring at me. Omg la. So paiseh la! Then Eliz jie came n said i looked more chio in this hairstyle... Lynette even joked saying that she had fall for me liao. LOL. Please lor. Aiyo! For that few minutes, i was so embarrassed and shy [blushed]. All thanks to them for saying all those things to me. Haiyoh. My table partner kept wanting to take photo with me too. haha! Yup, from then on Lynette started calling me Miss cute, Xiao Ke Ai. LOL. Okay, lesson was alright and funny... Mr Lee became the joker of the class! I laughed all the way until my stomach was hurting badly. HEHE. Well, after school chiong-ed for ndp training. Once again, i'm so malu cos juniors kept staring at me again... Haiyoh. They said i look nice n cute... haha. Thanks juniors:D Once they're done with the recording, we had a short training before having mass boots polishing. Omg la, i jus stood down there until i almost fall asleep. Aiyo. I can't go home cos juniors n Laurel didn't want to... I had to "beg" juniors to go back home early in order for me to leave so that i can prepare myself for test. I have no idea what's wrong with this group of juniors... They're really very enthu about cca things jus like last time me. haha! Its really good to have such loyal and committed juniors in the unit. SMSSRCY jiayou!!! Hmm, wat a malu day for me... Blushing all the way. haha! Eh, something happened to me that day which melted my cold heart towards something happened 2 months ago. My firm decision is being moved. Oh NO, cannot... Stay firm!

4th August'09, Tuesday
Eh, nothing much as lesson was usual... I got back my english compo test! Its really disheartening to see such results again. haiz! I failed once again despite pulling so much effort in writing it. Haiyoh. Neither am i good at writing narative nor argumentative essay. Then what should i write?! Argh. I really wonder who can help me?! I only have about a month to buck up on my english in order for me to get promoted... I have been really putting in a lot of effort since last year. Everytime i fail a test, it simply demoralised me and i jus make me dislike the subject even more. I know that i must like it in order to do well in that subject... I tried but failed! Its very irritating to kept failling certain subjects. Haiyoh. I shall stop complaining... Hmm, Chinese test today was alright just that the comprehension passage is hard to understand the question being asked. I don intend to do well in this test but at least get a pass ba. I'm leaving everything in God's mighty hand as he had make plans for me. Yup,I was really tired during humans extra lesson until i didn't concentrate at all. My mind jus shut off. Anw, he was telling his story too so its okay. haha. But i learnt something from him... Competency is NOT EQUAL to Interest! Great people do things against their likings. haha! Oh, i was very angry in the morning with my hair because the left side isn't straight anymore... I was so scared that i wasted my mom's money. Haiz. In the end, i did something to it n it went back to normal. Thank God!

5th August'09, Wednesday.
Hmmm, lessons was alright... Mr Lee once again become the joker of the class. He told us about Death sentence-Hanging during SS period. It was quite enjoyable to listen to his story as the way he say it is funny esp his actions. OMG! I'm able to laugh until stomach really hurt painful. LOL. As for free period, i packed my personal file after so long... N the rest of the time i was listening to Lynette's story in the hostel and i was sleeping as i wasn't feeling well. Omg la. I suddenly had sore throat, slight flu and feeling cold... So scary! I mustn't fall sick at this time now cos exams are coming.. I need to ran the last lap of the year with full gear and 100% energy! Then i was malu in front of the class during physics lesson... I so happened to lie on syirah's shoulder when Mr Ng saw it. Aiyo... Not feeling well ma. Haiz. Nvm! After everything, home sweet home! Btw, i took a tortoise bus back home though. Damn slow until i pissed off la... It took me about 40mins to reach home when usually i take only 25mins at most. Aiyo! Hmm, I was online just now talking to my mom... I told her everything off my chest even those words that i didn't dare to say it to her. First time in my life, i actually talked to mummy everything tat is in my heart! I felt so good after sharing with her. Hmm, mummy asked me to plan myself for my birthday. HAHA! I think most likely a whole day celebration with BBQ in the night at ECP. Annyeong:)

Hello! I have been very busy recently due to many things. Its not the end as the next two weeks i will be even more busy...There will be tests on each day! rAWR. Jiayou! Hmm, there is a change in me:D

30 July'09, Thursday
Hmm, i wasn't in a good mood early in the morning all thanks to Tricia Lim... She was such a nuisance, irritating and unreasonable girl! Early in the morning once i woke up, she wanted me to help her solve two mathematics problem sums... Hello, my mind haven wake up yet because i was reluctant to get up to go school?! She had the chance to ask me the night but she chose to spend those precious time watching her favourite drama show. Leaving some homework undone n decided to wake up in the middle of the night to do her homework. Isn't that torture to ur body n mind? Crazy one. If its me, i would choose to finish it even if i have to miss my favourite show... I don noe why among my sister, she is the most insensible girl and doesn't noe how to make good decision for herself. She is giving everyone in the family a big headache! argh. I got scolded because of her for many times... wth!Other than that, i took a english Comprehension test under sleepy mood. I was really tired then until i almost fall asleep while doing it. Haiyoh. The hot weather in Singapore now is killing me as it makes me feel so tired nowadays... After school, stayed back for NDP training. Tired!

31 July'09, Friday
I love friday the most as it only have a few subjects of lesson to attend. haha! Time really flies fast now...School was aright just that we had to be seated in the hall to listen to a boring briefing about a survey... Watched certain parts of the video on Speech day. Lame! Anw, after that rushed down to meet Teacher together with RC Committee'08 before attending RC weekly training... We did a beautiful banner for a banner competition on Red Cross Carnival. We stayed all the way in school doing it until 8pm plus. Lol. We had som much fun together n i found out that i actually have juniors that are really crazy... Once they really play, they play all out! Woots. Fun:) However, there is always a limit to it though, juniors. Must remember the boundary between seniors n juniors, don go overboard yo. haha. Laurel n I reached home at 9pm... Surprisingly, we weren't scolded by my mummy instead she jus asked us why are we back home so late. haha! Thank God. Oh! CAC team, well done for the video as its nicely done even though its without sound in the end. I really hope that all ur efforts will be awarded. I'm sorry for being so picky these few days about ur work that u gave me... I was trying to help to improve it to perfect. Well, everything cannot be perfect but near to perfect is good enough. Excellent!

1st August'09, Saturday
I woke up very early in the morning. I went to school to assemble together with juniors before heading to ECP for the Red Cross Carnival. I saw my dearest Oppa [korkor] when i reached there. Woots! Its so great to see him again after so long though. I hope to see him more often though but unfortunately cannot due to our busy schedule. haha! I was reminded that i still owe him a personal message since last yr... Sorry korkor! haha. I didn't get to talk to him cos he was busy helping out as usual. However, i get to waive at him to say Hello and goodbye at the end. haiz. Anw, had fun once again with juniors at the beach. I always get lots of fun n laughter with Juniors... They rocks! lol. Hmm, we were very sadistic to ask them fall in on sand. We did a bit of drills there too out of fun in front of RI guys so malu. haha. Their actions are very funny! Cannot forgot such day man. I also get to know quite a few things too. Well, there is a period of time i felt lonely as i'm the only sec 4 there... Hack care la. As long as i enjoyed myself after all then its great. Hmm, after that i went to Salon to meet mummy... N i changed myself anew:D I went to cut and rebonded my hair! HAHA. Surprisingly, my dad allowed me to do and he paid for it. I was being nagged at when i was doing it... I stood there for 3hrs plus for it to be done. Haiyoh. It hurts quite a bit. LOL. I feel that this hairstyle is nice as it make me look neater... I can also let down my hair without fear liao. haha. However, i also received comments like it doesn't suit me n stuff. I was told that i look even thinner with this straight hair. haha. I don noe whether i look nice anot leh. Anw, i got to stick to this hairsyle for 2years or more. haha!

2nd August'09, Sunday
Nothing usual, just went for tuition in the afternoon for 3hrs... Hmm, i was supposed to have extended 30mins physics tuition today but it was changed last min. Anw, i chionged homework until now. I gtg too. Spent too much time using the com.. I'll be posting in my private blog tmr abt something ridiculous! Annyeong.