Saturday, July 4, 2009
Yo! Today, I have a mixed feeling throughout the day... [Vexed?] I'm lost not knowing what to do n who to approach would be the best. Haiz. Something happened yesterday between my mom and all of us... From there onwards, everything changed! Mummy doesn't wanna talk to any of us except Bro & daddy, she refused to eat proper meals n she kept saying things that make me damn gulity... "Death is jus a matter of time be it at home or outside." WTH!
I felt very remorseful enough that i actually apologised to her using sms cos i dare not say it directly to her. Even if i say it, she would jus ignored me n continued watching her show. argh! I didn't wanna make things worse so in the end, i was in the room all the while doing my work quietly while waiting for her reply. haiz. When i was about to go out for NDP CR3 show, i went to her n said i'm going off alr. She didn't even bother about me n continued watching... Omg! I actually apologised but yet she jus don give a damn to me... haiz.
Okay, i went to watch the NE show with a heavy heart with mummy turning a cold shoulder towards me throughout the whole day. Hmm, this yr's NDP is really nice and its a new experience(: I managed to spot Laurel twice! Once on the big screen when she marching out while the other is during the march pass. I must say i'm really proud of her! She look really smart, nice n COOL. lol. Red Cross contingent did an Excellent job compared to other UGs. Their arm swing is the nicest n well-coordinated but then still need to improve on their dressing... hehe. I don mind going to watch it again if i get the chance to. *Muhahahaha* Okay, looking at Jie & Ahem... It reminds me of something. Haiyo! Well, everything is past tense... Omg la, do i look like i jus have a fail relationship? Sandra jie & jie said that... wth! No way man. Okay, all the photos are in fb(: Its already 1 plus, i am damn tired now. Anneyong hi-gye-se-yo!(: