Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Hi, nothing much happened recently... I stayed at home for another two days again! My life is colourless lately. Haiz! Yesterday night, i went out with jie n brother to my mom's colleague condo @ kovan for a swim(: Finally, i get to swim after so long... I realised my stamina is not good so i can't really swim for long distance in a fast speed. Argh! I need to train my stamina by jogging/running everyday. Anyone wanna join me? Let me noe through sms/msn ba. hehe!
Okay, i'm feeling vexed suddenly! I jus have a feeling in myself which is making me feeling very uneasy! I don like the feeling at all... I felt everything have not yet settled though i have been avoiding it. I'm lack of the courage to do so. Life really sucks for me now! I couldn't find someone who is really trustworthy or would at least willing to hear me out. The atmosphere at home isn't great too. Now the only thing i wish to do is go ECP with someone to shout/cry everything out! Maybe i'll feel much better tat way? This saturday is a signifiance day to me as it shows that i managed to pull through a month with someone being 24/7 beside me! It will be the most darkest day for me too as i need to pull through such day ALONE... Okay, this is the first time i have nothing to blog about. Haiz. Bye!