Sunday, June 21, 2009
Firstly, I wish Happy Father's Day to all. Thanks daddy for everything! Although, my dad has a fierce look, Hot-temper n being strict always. But in my heart, i knows that whatever he do its all for our own good.
Okay, next part of the post if you don wan your mood to be spoilt or get irritated then don continue reading it...[Venting all my anger here] WARNING!
Throughout the whole day, i kept getting scolded from different ppl... WT*! Terrible day...
Morning, i got scolded frm mummy because i scolded IDIOT at my sisters. I used it yesterday out of anger cos Tricia wore my shoe to aunt's house leaving me without any shoe to wear. I told her off many times not to wear my shoe. Despite all that, she continued to do so n still dare to say she likes to wear it! STUPID sia. argh. Mummy asked me to talk to her nicely about it but the prob is i told her so many times yet she treated my words like wind.. She don give it a damn! Wth. Now mummy said whoever say IDIOT, she will just give that person a tight slap without any further notification. She said its because that word is like cursing others... It somehow spoilt my image in front of others once ppl heard that. argh!
Afternoon, I skipped tuition because today's father's day so i thought of spending time together as a family with my dad... I was quite reluctant to go for it too cos i felt quite outcast in chemistry lesson n awkward in physics lesson! Imagine... In a class, i'm the only person who does different worksheet of diff topic frm the rest. N Mr Kelvin had to "split" himself into two in order to teach us. I can't ask him much question cos he doesn't have the time to do so even though he said its alright for me to ask if any doubt. If i really does that, i would be selfish as i will be taking up others time... The feeling jus give me like i am outcast or different from the rest! I dislike that kind of feeling. As for Physics, I'm the only person in the class... It maybe good but then somehow the feeling is awkward between my teacher n I. Somehow with those feeling, it affects my learning too. Its not that productive as i thought. Well, nobody understand such situation that is happening to me. In fact, no one is bother about it... My family said "Tuition is ur choice. If u don like it then skip it n study yourselves!" ARGH. so irritating la. I wanted a tuition because i wanna do well in my studies also ma. Wth! I got scolded from my aunt! As she was the one who is paying for my tuition now... She "sponsored" me to have tuition! I jus skipped once n she actually scolded me like hell... Shouted on the phone like i made a great mistake! I don see the same case when Tricia didn't go for her tuition n pretended to have headache... Its also not an excuse for her to skip her tuition! She skipped don noe how many times alr yet i don see her scolding her instead brought her to eat nice food at restaurant. WT*! Its simply biased yet she don wanna admit it. ARGH. So what if tricia called her gugu mummy?! That doesn't mean that she can be so unfair abt it. Idiot!!!!!! In the end, i was asked to go for physics tuition... stupid! After receiving the scolding, my face turned super black n my tone to everyone is damn bad including my parents. I threw my temper at everybody who irritates me... I slammed everything n throw things that is possible! My volcano really erupted today. I kept controlling my temper at everything until i cannot take it. On top of that, i gets irritated easily lately so ya whoever disturb me/ irrtates me get the shot from me. Too bad! I'm very sorry for that though.
*ps: If i can't get you, I want Nobody! pointless~