Annyeong-haseyo! I managed to pull through another boring day at home. So sad, i could not join F5 [Ruzana, Cherlyn, Yen mei, Sherry, Wanyu] for chalet today. Haiz. My dad doesn't allow me to stay over n play for so many days but only ONE day frm morning till midnight. Therefore, i am going to join them tmr for the whole day! Woots. But i really wish i could stay over so that i can experience the time together with my friends outside... haiz. I think i will only be given that FREEDOM only when i'm 18 or 21?! haha. My dad is always worried about his daughters whenever we are not by his side. Eg; Camp, Overseas trip... haha.

In the morning, i went for 1 hour history lesson... haha. I was almost late all thanks to the bus. I was damn worried cos its Lsb... Lol. But thank GOD, i reached there before Lsb(: I did learnt something out of it throughout this short period of time. After that, i headed home while the others went chalet n have fun... WWW! Haiz. Okay, i was like a piggy today cos i slept for 2 hrs nap. hehe. After i wake up, i went RUNNING with my jie! Yay, i won! haha. It was quite a big round though like 2.4km?! haha. I made a commitment tat i should exercise regularly despite the busy schedule. I need to train my stamina n it helps me to focus better cos i felt more energetic after the run. hehe. Its nice to have a heart to heart talk with Jie(:

I'm feeling very vexed nowadays! Problems are popping out one after another... I have been trying to avoid myself from thinking abt it like numbing myself, have positive thinking n trying to solve it myself. Now family facing internal crisis... Everything we must do it ourselves including the house chores. My parents really decided to move back our own house by nxt yr June hopefully unless she chase us out. My grandmother nowadays are showing black faces to my family members esp my parents. She trying to express her unhappines in taking care of us. She did mentioned that she want to retire from everything including taking care of us... haiz. I think its simply favouritism?! Whatever la... argh! Hmm, i think nxt yr would be a tough yr for me? 'O' lvl and all the family stuff like moving house... Jiayou!

Leaving with this question in mind. "Do you ever feel like achieving a desire?" Anneyong!