Okay, a very short post before i go start mugging my work! Rawr...
Hmm, everything's fine today. I received a present from Matthew even though its his birthday today... Thanks my dear! Happy birthday Matt(: [Pls be more sensible...] hehe. Don't keep using ur stomach to hit me or bully me la. Like what u had said, I would read more books n i will use it whenever i'm reading. HAHA! It was really nice to see Matt n his family again after so long. Uncle asked me "Where do you wanna go for holiday during December? I shall bring you go." Woots! I heard from him that he will be booking a chalet oversea for us to have fun there. Looking forward to it but then as for now STUDY come first no matter wat.

School reopen tmr! N from this term onwards, I'm going to stay FOCUS only on my study nothing else. I might be a diff person from the previous term or watever. Now study is my top priorities(: I decided to forget everything tat i had gone through before be it happiness or unhappines or someone... Everything is keep aside including all the precious items tat i mentioned earlier on. Starting everything afresh! I had cried the whole night last night n tat would be the last time tat i would be crying for _____. I will be strong! May God bless everyone(: Annyeong hi-gye-se-yo.

Annyeong haseyo! Hmm, i went out early in the morning to study with Cherlyn, Ruzana n Gillian @Bishan lib. However, in the end i had to stand outside the control station n waited for about 45mins before Cherlyn n Ruzana arrived... I wasn't pissed out though unlike last time. I ended up doing my a.maths homework patiently waiting for them. Woots! Improvement(: Ya, after that we headed to Ya Kun Kaya toast for our breakfast... It somehow brought back some memories again. Someone favourite drink for there is Beancurb Barley water. Haiz! Eventually, we went to bishan lib... We had to search around the lib for a proper n suitable place to study. The lib have a poster saying "No studying/discussion is allowed" at certain area of it. It jus simply trying to discourage us to study in the lib?! wth. Finally, we found our usual spot. YAY! Okay, i spent my time there completing my a.maths n i told a lot of my family story to the others. HAHA! Problematic family... Before going home, we went to Macs for lunch. Alysia n Valerie came to join us(:

I was told to wash my school shoe by today from my mom. I did washed a bit of it but then i cmi... In the end, my jie helped me washed it n I was jus seating beside her playing with water while watching her do the work. LOL. I was such a kiddo at that moment like playing water beside my mom when she is doing the washing... HAHA! I helped her to relieve her stress as it was converted to kinetic energy. Her action was like wanna ripped my whole shoe up or something. Quite scary though. Anw, Thanks my beloved jie! Loves! After that, i went for a run tgt with my aunt. As usual, i ran 1 round of park but then i felt quite uncomfortable while running like shortness of breath. I should set time aside to run at least two - three times a week! I might want to join running marathon[10km] at this end of year December. (considering)

Okay, i was really touched to receive a msg from A, someone who isn't really very close to me. I spent the least time tgt with her... Its a concern msg n she actually assured me that she is a trustworthy friend n who's willing to lend me her listening ear at all time if i need it. I could go to her n spill out all my sorrows or happiness and she would share it tgt with me. N she will always be there for me if i need her, its just a phone call away! Thank you very much(: I really appreciate the importance of our friendship that you have though we don't spend a lot of time together. Its my fortune to have such friend like you! Thank God. Amen! Annyeong.

Hi, nothing much happened recently... I stayed at home for another two days again! My life is colourless lately. Haiz! Yesterday night, i went out with jie n brother to my mom's colleague condo @ kovan for a swim(: Finally, i get to swim after so long... I realised my stamina is not good so i can't really swim for long distance in a fast speed. Argh! I need to train my stamina by jogging/running everyday. Anyone wanna join me? Let me noe through sms/msn ba. hehe!

Okay, i'm feeling vexed suddenly! I jus have a feeling in myself which is making me feeling very uneasy! I don like the feeling at all... I felt everything have not yet settled though i have been avoiding it. I'm lack of the courage to do so. Life really sucks for me now! I couldn't find someone who is really trustworthy or would at least willing to hear me out. The atmosphere at home isn't great too. Now the only thing i wish to do is go ECP with someone to shout/cry everything out! Maybe i'll feel much better tat way? This saturday is a signifiance day to me as it shows that i managed to pull through a month with someone being 24/7 beside me! It will be the most darkest day for me too as i need to pull through such day ALONE... Okay, this is the first time i have nothing to blog about. Haiz. Bye!

Annyeong haseyo!(: Okay, I went out early in the morning to go Sherry's house to do hmk... Before that, i went to Amk hub NTUC to buy Kimchi for lunch. Woots! Its quite scary though as not much ppl were in the mall. haha. I made a quick shop n went off to bishan to meet cherlyn n Ruzana. I took Circle line today to sweetheart's house for the first time! HAHA. Walao, when we reached there she haven wake up yet lor. Wth! The journey is much shorter but then inconvenient as we had to change mrt thrice... Haiz. Okay, for lunch we cooked Kimchi Fried Rice(: Its so nice but then a bit salty! haha. I put the salt too much alr. LOL. Sorry peeps. Hmm, i was too bored at first as they were playing audi together. In the end, i fall asleep on her bed while having headache. hehe. Alright, i did a little bit of A.maths homework(:
Time for me to go mugmugmug my work! annyeong-hi-gye-se-yo! Love.

Firstly, I wish Happy Father's Day to all. Thanks daddy for everything! Although, my dad has a fierce look, Hot-temper n being strict always. But in my heart, i knows that whatever he do its all for our own good.

Okay, next part of the post if you don wan your mood to be spoilt or get irritated then don continue reading it...[Venting all my anger here] WARNING!

Throughout the whole day, i kept getting scolded from different ppl... WT*! Terrible day...
Morning, i got scolded frm mummy because i scolded IDIOT at my sisters. I used it yesterday out of anger cos Tricia wore my shoe to aunt's house leaving me without any shoe to wear. I told her off many times not to wear my shoe. Despite all that, she continued to do so n still dare to say she likes to wear it! STUPID sia. argh. Mummy asked me to talk to her nicely about it but the prob is i told her so many times yet she treated my words like wind.. She don give it a damn! Wth. Now mummy said whoever say IDIOT, she will just give that person a tight slap without any further notification. She said its because that word is like cursing others... It somehow spoilt my image in front of others once ppl heard that. argh!
Afternoon, I skipped tuition because today's father's day so i thought of spending time together as a family with my dad... I was quite reluctant to go for it too cos i felt quite outcast in chemistry lesson n awkward in physics lesson! Imagine... In a class, i'm the only person who does different worksheet of diff topic frm the rest. N Mr Kelvin had to "split" himself into two in order to teach us. I can't ask him much question cos he doesn't have the time to do so even though he said its alright for me to ask if any doubt. If i really does that, i would be selfish as i will be taking up others time... The feeling jus give me like i am outcast or different from the rest! I dislike that kind of feeling. As for Physics, I'm the only person in the class... It maybe good but then somehow the feeling is awkward between my teacher n I. Somehow with those feeling, it affects my learning too. Its not that productive as i thought. Well, nobody understand such situation that is happening to me. In fact, no one is bother about it... My family said "Tuition is ur choice. If u don like it then skip it n study yourselves!" ARGH. so irritating la. I wanted a tuition because i wanna do well in my studies also ma. Wth! I got scolded from my aunt! As she was the one who is paying for my tuition now... She "sponsored" me to have tuition! I jus skipped once n she actually scolded me like hell... Shouted on the phone like i made a great mistake! I don see the same case when Tricia didn't go for her tuition n pretended to have headache... Its also not an excuse for her to skip her tuition! She skipped don noe how many times alr yet i don see her scolding her instead brought her to eat nice food at restaurant. WT*! Its simply biased yet she don wanna admit it. ARGH. So what if tricia called her gugu mummy?! That doesn't mean that she can be so unfair abt it. Idiot!!!!!! In the end, i was asked to go for physics tuition... stupid! After receiving the scolding, my face turned super black n my tone to everyone is damn bad including my parents. I threw my temper at everybody who irritates me... I slammed everything n throw things that is possible! My volcano really erupted today. I kept controlling my temper at everything until i cannot take it. On top of that, i gets irritated easily lately so ya whoever disturb me/ irrtates me get the shot from me. Too bad! I'm very sorry for that though.

*ps: If i can't get you, I want Nobody! pointless~

Hello! I'm back to update my blog... Sorry for not blogging as for the past few days, i have been taking care of my brother at home. That means i had stayed at home for 3days throughout! Woots. Improvement? haha. Good news! My brother has recovered from his high fever(: Yay! Thank God for sending his healing angels to my brother n protect him from any harm during this period of time. Thank you peeps for praying sliently for my brother and for the concerns. I appreciated that a lot!
Hmm, recently i have been playing, studying n jogging everyday... Nothing special cos its boring to stay at home though. haha! I played the whole morning from the time i wake up then studied the whole of afternoon n evening, i went for jogging either with my uncle /aunt. HAHA! Latest achievement: Wed, i ran 1 round of the whole bishan park n Thurs, i ran 1 n 1/4 round of the whole of bishan park! Woots(: Exercise really make one person very energetic n stay focused. I couldn't sleep until 2am plus cos i was so energetic... Lol.

Okay, I went out early in the morning to meet Sherry, Cherlyn, Ruzana n Yen mei at 8am, J8. haha. We went to have breakfast together at MacDonald(: After that we went to fair price to enjoy some air-condition as its so hot at Macs... Then headed home together with Cherlyn n Ruzana as they were coming to my house to study. Indeed, we did studied after using the computer for awhile. Hehe! Yup. tat's all for the day. I'm so going to ask my mom to bring me out for shopping or whatever tmr! I can't stay at home any longer before i go mad of bored-ness. Oh, my dad just brought back a BIRD randomly... When my tortoise is dead today. haiz! From what i know, it just flew into my dad's car n it doesn't wannt leave so my dad just brought it back. Hmm, the bird is quite nice. [Yellow body with red head] LOL. Anyeong hi-gye-se-yo!

Annyeong haseyo! My darling baobei Isaac is sick, having high fever now!:( My mom entrusted me with the responsibility to take good care of him while she went to work. Of course, i did took good care of him... He's my precious one n only brother!(Laurel & I spoilt him) haha. Hence, i stayed at home throughout the whole day just to take care of him and did some homework. I was told by my mom that he didn't sleep the whole of last night as he was having bad dream of himself throughout the night. Haiz, my poor baby! Its very disheartening to see him at the current state... He's feeling very umcomfortable everywhere at every moment. Haiz!Whenever he cries, my heart somehow aches... Yet, I forced him to seat on a "bathtub" filled with cold water and drink plenty of cold water so that his fever would subsides. Sorry darling!
After work, my mom went to bring him to consult a doctor. N the doctor said he couldn't find any reason for him to be having a high fever now... Like there isn't any symptoms of infections/flu. If he continues to have fever after eating the medicine, we have to send him to hospital. He asked my mom to observe him closely throughout the night. Haiz.

Okay, I have one "special" feeling within me... I cannot find a word/phrase to describe that kind of feeling... Loneliness? Vexed? Problematic? Worried? Stressed? Outcasted? Missing? I just don't have any idea what kind of feeling is and It is making me very uneasy... Omg! haiz.
The inspiration word of me is COMMITMENT! (You know exactly where your priorities lie, and you're aren't afraid to put forth the effort to get where life wants to take you.)

ps: Why can't everybody be treated EQUALLY?! We're humans too...

Hmm, as usual, I was asked to wake up early in the morning by my mother as we were going to go Amk Ave4 (my old place) for breakfast. After breakfast, we accompanied my grandmother n jie to go see Chinese physicians. The clinic was filled with people so we decided to go walk around the market first before returning. After much deliberation, my family went home first n without grandma, jie and me at the clinic waiting... Eventually, i went tuition straight away from there.

Tuition!Chemistry- The first thing my tuition teacher saw me, he told me "I read through your papers that u handed in, i think u're more of a SCIENCE student instead of a Business student..." I was quite shocked when he stated that statement. Well, his reason for it was that because i am unable to explain myself. All my answers were just briefly description when i was asked to ex pain something. A business student have to be able to explain themselves in details n must be good in English... Haiz! He told me "Its okay to be a science student as it doesn't determine your future career or the industry to be in. Everything can be learn nowadays." Haha! He's really a nice teacher(: As I'm different from the rest in the class due to the Through-train programme, He pays a lot of attention to me n gives me a different worksheet from others every week to do. N he would explain to me clearly if I'm lost or unsure of the question. HAHA! He gave me a word of encouragement before leaving the room. "Don't worry Juliet, I believed that you will do well for ur 'O' lvl. You have one more yr to bush up everything that u're not sure off n ur standard is there!" Woots. I felt motivatied by his words... Thanks Mr Kelvin!(: Where to find such good teacher sia. Thank God for sending me such wonderful teacher.
Physics- Yay! I get one to one attention from the teacher after that idiot guy left. At first, the atmosphere was quite awkward. However, after awhile it was so much better. From this lesson, i got to noe my physics teacher more. She is into Badmintion tournament until she doesn't want to miss it at all. hehe! Hmm, i think i should treasure this time alot to clarify my doubt since its just the two of us... As i'm shy to ask in class with people around me. LOl. Oh, i was told to speak up more by someone. HAHA!

For the rest of the day, I stayed at home... Annyeong!

Annyeong haseyo! Throughout the whole day, my mood is HAPPY! Maybe its because i got what i want(: Haha. Until jus now i was quite pissed off with someone... No point showing me ur ignorance pls, if u really want then from today onwards i treat u like transparent la... Alright, Nvm! I don wan it to spoil my mood by mentioning it. Lets talk about the happy stuff (:
Well, i really became a Korean Fanatic!!! haha. I greet my family members in Korean language nowadays. hehe. Then i kept harassing my mom to buy Kimchi for me to eat. hehe. I'm interested in learning Korean n listened to Korean songs mostly. LOL.

Okay, I took care of my brother the whole morning while my parents went to work. He's a 5yrs old boy... When i was sleeping on my mom's bed, he actually helped me tidied my bed without asking him to do so. N once i woke up, he hurried me off the bed so that he could help my mom tidy the bed. Omg. Thanks darling isaac! haha. My grandmother said all of us should learn from him. Well, i think he inherited my mom's tidiness habit, everything must be neat n clean. haha. Good! Okay, another thing abt my brother ... He is really like a monkey lor so naughty! He literally climb n jump from one place to another. haha. I had a hard time getting hold of him. lol.

In the afternoon, grandmother, Tricia, Isaac n me went to AMK Hub to meet mummy after her work. hehe. Then we went shopping around the mall before going to the NTUC Xtra to buy some groceries. Haha! Hmm, i'm quite contented to be able to go buy groceries with them as its so fun though. An Auntie got me irritated by her actions, felt like scolding her in front of her face! argh. I was standing beside mummy while we were looking at things.. She just banged onto me n SCRATCHED me! She knew that she accidentally scratched me but then she jus pretended nothing happened n talked to her daughter who was in front of her n continued walking... Wth! An apology is so difficult meh? S-O-R-R-Y!? Omg la. Now there is a scratch scar on my left elbow. If it gets infection/ leave a scar there, i'm going to %((*@% her! Okay, mummy actually allowed me to buy Kimchi without asking me the price! haha. It costs about $7 for one small bottle of kimchi... Haiz. So ex but then i wanna eat leh. haha. We had kimchi together with rice for dinner! This is the first time that my family tried kimchi other than me. hehe. They somehow like it... haha! Hmm, i wanna go learn how to cook Korean food so that i can cook it for my family to eat. hehe. I wanna eat Rice cake suddenly... (:

Omg! I can't stand my jie la. She is carrying a baby Mickey mouse given by AHEM (special person) everywhere she goes... Imagine?! She is already 17 years old yet she is reacting like this now... lol. I don now whether she trying to show off to me anot la. HAHA! Well, it does show something wor. Muhahahaha *hands on the shoulder*!!! Yay. I'm going to have busy schedule ahead like swimming, F10 meeting n making sushi. haha. Annyeong!

Currently, I fall in love with this song! Its meaningful and Somehow represent something... haha

Annyeong haseyo! Okay, firstly i have to admit that i have been slacking throughout this week... I did nothing at home other than house chores and use the computer whole day for playing games n etc. haha. Hmm, i just not in the study mood at all but in a play mood! hehe. Playful... I think this June holiday is the most boring one i ever had in my secondary school life! haha. Because i remembered since sec 1-3, my holidays were fully packed with activities until i don have much time for my homework... I would be damn stressed up each time n my aunt would say " She is not free la, busy woman!" haha. However, this holiday i am damn bored at home until i cannot stand it. I finished half of my homework liao. hehe. I went to look at all the past photos and all the memories came back into my mind... I found out that i really grew up a lot in terms of appearance, sensibility and more. HAHA! Some memories, i really miss a lot! Argh.

Thursday, 11 June 2009.

I was left alone with grandmother, Tricia and Isaac while mummy & Jie went to K box to enjoy themselves. haha. I was damn bored so i went to watch korean drama series named "Likeable or not".Tat show really reminds me a lot of memories that i had with someone... I almost cried like shit again after i thought of the departed scene at airport n the fact that he will never be beside me anymore. haiz. But then i was able to hold everything back as i promised myself not to cry anymore! From there, i started to feel very LONELY! And i kept thinking of someone who i'm not supposed to... haiz! Failure?! Well, I really wish that i could meet up with ---- if possible:(
[If u love someone that doesn't mean that u have to be together with him/her! As long as he/she is happy, you will be happy too. What is yours will be yours!]

Friday. 12 June 2009

Okay, it has been very long time ever since i put my phone in normal state other than silent. Then i received quite a number of calls today. haiyo! haha. Hmm, jus now i went AMK hub with jie jie to meet Melvin kor (jie's ex) as He wanted to return me my CD... Yay! Finally, he returned to me... He took ages to finish one drama series when there is only 20 episodes. haha! Walao, i was quite angry when he passed jie her birthday present. He only remember my jiejie's but not mine! Of course la, Jie is the one who he love ma. Well after that, we went to Arcades to play basketball. Haiz, i lost to the two of them! Omg... Jie-108, Melvin kor- 86 and Juliet-74. Sad sia! My shooting skills is deteriorating! Hmm, it shows that i should start training again. haha. Hmm, they look like they're a couple when they stand together chatting happily. hehe! Jie's going to kill me if she read this post. LOL. Do they stand a chance to be together again?!*thinking* Then i went to help Laurel buy her things before headed home. Not able to go for CIP with scgs tmr as i'm going to take care of my brother... My brother is really a cute n handsome boy! woots. Love!

Okay, today isn't a good day for me after all. I am quite pissed off with myself when i knew that i didn't bring alot of my worksheet n all the common test for history file! Argh. Stupid Juliet.. That's why my file is damn thin la. Wth! Just to buy the dividers frm tpy popular, I ran from tpy lib all the way to the popular and from there back to lib within 5mins... When i reached the lib, i almost fall cause i had no more energy and i couldn't breathe properly. Haiz. Well, nobody cares though. All i can blame is MYSELF! I put myself in such stupid situation... I kept quiet throughout the journey back cos i made up my mind in certain things. I admitted that i doubt i would be able to survive... My heart was once convinced not to but now back to the same decision! Hmm, I exercised three days consecutively one way or the other... haha. Now my whole body is aching like shit esp my leg! I think i strained my leg muscle cos its damn painful when i walk... I had to limb all the way back home! I took 10mins to walk back home when usually i take abt 4mins. WTH! Argh... I pray hard tat my leg will recover before friday so that i could go for a run again at Bishan park together with Elizabeth! Woots. I so going to play Netball again! Focus now- Studies and sports(:

Yo! Annyeong-haseyo. Okay, suddenly I'm feeling kana lonely now... Baobei(Gillian) went overseas n won't be back until Friday, the rest of F10 are doing their own things & me rotting at home. Haiz. Although, we're meeting up really soon like later in the afternoon. haha. See! Tat really shows how important Friends [F10] n SOMEONE are to me! They are placed closest to my heart other than GOD and my family. However, there are just a few of them who are just ignorance abt it. N somehow it hurts n affects me quite a lot though.

Hmm, lets blog about yesterday's CHALET. OMG! It was a fun-filled day for me together with my friends... I was out from morning like 9am- 12AM! haha. Woots(:
MORNING- without eating my breakfast, i went all the way to sherry house! We printed out the content page for history file n placed last min orders for our BBQ. After that, we killed time by watching some videos.
AFTERNOON- Firstly, we went to Aljunied to collect our BBQ food... Then headed back to Chalet. OMG! Sherry & I were stuck in the Mrt train for 30mins and changed from one train to the other before we could reach Pasir Ris safely... "This train is delayed due to the track faulty. Sorry for the inconvenience caused." We heard the announcement over again n again for many times until both of us were so irritated by it. We regretted not to take cab back with all the food... argh. We rushed to NTUC at White sand to buy butter & Marshmallows then rushed back to chalet to prepare Tuna sandwich for the rest while waiting for them to come back from the lib. haha. We were like mad women rushing here n there. But its fun! After everyone has their lunch n my brunch, we headed to Pasir Ris park for cycling. *clap* Before we could have fun, we had to take 30mins walk to the Bicycle Kiosk... Wanyu was complaining all the way cos she was reluctant to join us. Haiz. We thought we were lost at first but then we were on the right track actually. HAHA! Sherry & I cycled single bicycle while Cherlyn n Wanyu took one double bicycle n same goes to Ruzana & Yen mei took double bicycle. haha. We went to play at a big playground like small kiddos. hehe. Then we had a cycling competition among ourselves... FUN! As its getting late, we walked back to chalet to prepare for our BBQ night. On our way back, I didn't talk a single word to anyone unless i was asked a question. I jus kept continued walking alone in front while many memories came into my mind. I remembered the last cycling trip that i had with sweetheart, jie and baby! haiz. From there onwards, i kept thinking of him. Failure sia! argh. I hate myself sia. Thinking of giving up everything soon! All the efforts put in during the 8months.
NIGHT- We started our BBQ at 7.30pm after we washed up a bit but then we only finished everything at 11.30 including cleaning up. [4hrs] haha! I started the fire but then its a small one... Ruzana managed to cook the rice cake before the fire dies off. hehe. Nobody noes how to start big fire so we asked for help from one uncle... He came to help us n borrowed us his match sticks. haha. Well, not long after the fire dies off again. A kind soul family came to help us with the fire n allowed us to use their BBQ pit for our satay since they are done with it. haha. Thanks!:) They gave us Taiwan sausages to eat when we gave them our satay to show our gratitude but then they doesn't want it as they were all very bloated! Its the thoughts tat counts. hehe. We were all very bloated too... Lets see what do we have for BBQ; Chicken wing, Kimchi, Korean stew chicken, Rice Cake, Hot dogs, Satay, Otah [spicy & non-spicy], Marshmallows, chips,Taiwan sausages & Drinks [Sparkling juice, Lemon tea, Peach tea, Green tea]. Haha. Of course, we couldn't finish everything so i brought home some food and some throw away. haiz. After everything, we went back to our room... Oh my word, we were freaked out by a guy below who shouted F*** damn loudly. We thought that the small kid who was seating on the handle fell down! We hurried inside the room n got damn scared by it. haha. But then it was our imaginary thinking that led us to fear. Eventually, i went back home after that. F5 were very nice to send me all the way out till they saw me with my dad. Thanks peeps!!! Love you:)

That was the first time in my life that my parents allowed me to have fun till 12midnight. Thanks Daddy& Mummy! Love u guys lots... haha. Among my siblings, I could say i'm the luckiest girl?! haha. I get to experience such things like staying out late with friends, go chalet n etc. hehe. Its because most of the time my parents would grant me the permission if i ask them for something. They had been trying to get us the best within their abilities. Yet, i always throw my tantrum at them and always complain abt them. haiz. I took things for granted that they should give in to me... I'm sorry!!! Although, Daddy doesn't allow me to stay over... He was nice to come n fetched me home even though he is tired after work. haha.

Annyeong-haseyo! I managed to pull through another boring day at home. So sad, i could not join F5 [Ruzana, Cherlyn, Yen mei, Sherry, Wanyu] for chalet today. Haiz. My dad doesn't allow me to stay over n play for so many days but only ONE day frm morning till midnight. Therefore, i am going to join them tmr for the whole day! Woots. But i really wish i could stay over so that i can experience the time together with my friends outside... haiz. I think i will only be given that FREEDOM only when i'm 18 or 21?! haha. My dad is always worried about his daughters whenever we are not by his side. Eg; Camp, Overseas trip... haha.

In the morning, i went for 1 hour history lesson... haha. I was almost late all thanks to the bus. I was damn worried cos its Lsb... Lol. But thank GOD, i reached there before Lsb(: I did learnt something out of it throughout this short period of time. After that, i headed home while the others went chalet n have fun... WWW! Haiz. Okay, i was like a piggy today cos i slept for 2 hrs nap. hehe. After i wake up, i went RUNNING with my jie! Yay, i won! haha. It was quite a big round though like 2.4km?! haha. I made a commitment tat i should exercise regularly despite the busy schedule. I need to train my stamina n it helps me to focus better cos i felt more energetic after the run. hehe. Its nice to have a heart to heart talk with Jie(:

I'm feeling very vexed nowadays! Problems are popping out one after another... I have been trying to avoid myself from thinking abt it like numbing myself, have positive thinking n trying to solve it myself. Now family facing internal crisis... Everything we must do it ourselves including the house chores. My parents really decided to move back our own house by nxt yr June hopefully unless she chase us out. My grandmother nowadays are showing black faces to my family members esp my parents. She trying to express her unhappines in taking care of us. She did mentioned that she want to retire from everything including taking care of us... haiz. I think its simply favouritism?! Whatever la... argh! Hmm, i think nxt yr would be a tough yr for me? 'O' lvl and all the family stuff like moving house... Jiayou!

Leaving with this question in mind. "Do you ever feel like achieving a desire?" Anneyong!

Annyeong-haseyo! Sorry for not blogging the past few days as I had been very busy lately n came back home as late as 11.30pm. haha. Alright, i shall blog day by day slowly(: Woots!
Recent activities: RIRC [RI performance night], SMSSRCY Camp & School... haha.

Wednesday, 3 June 2009.

I went Vivo in the afternoon to meet Wanyu as i needed to send my phone for a check. haha. I was late cos mummy needed me to help her passed a poster to Amk outlet. haha. Finally, my phone is back to normal again! Hehe. After that trained to ps, waited for sherry to come and join us. It was a long waiting; we went up n down the whole shopping mall several times. N we went for a short window shopping at a DIY shop n Diaso! haha. If i was waiting for her myself, i think i would have left or lost my temper... haha. Eventually, we decided to wait for her at the food court. Yay! I had Korean cuisine for lunch and it was nice. Enjoyed the time spent together with friends and the food. haha. Wanyu & Sherry continued eating desert at Ice Monster while i do my Chinese work there. haha. After everything, we trained to Bishan lib to do our Chinese hmk. We did half and we were like damn tired cos the atmosphere there isn't right for us. Then we changed to Macs... The way Wanyu eat ice-cream is disastrous! She needed 5 tissue papers to clean everything up. haha OMG! One of the staff there is like damn rude la. Argh! Well, we managed to do 3/4 of chinese work(: GOOD JOB!
Then headed to RI together with the unit for the performance night... I think this yr is much better than last yr's campfire though its still quite boring. haha. I HATE the monster/ ghost figure! OMG la. I was being scared by him twice and once by my beloved So Yeon Hoo bae[junior]. Argh. I was just staring blankly at something then he jus came straight to my face and started screaming. I was shocked and frightened by it until i fall to the ground... Wth! Hanif sir said "Its okay, Jieqi is over there n he will save you!" Haiyo. That night, i was being suan from the start by Michele, Mellissa and Hanif sir about *****. Haiz. The scandal thingy is like passed to one generation to another liao cos now Year 1s also noe abt it. They seems to be very interesting in it too as some of them were asking Laurel abt it. ARGH! Not only me, Mellissa was also irritated by SOMEONE! haha. From tat night, i also found out quite a lot of interesting secrets(: hehe.

Thursday, 4 June 2009.

Hmm, i was in school as early as 6.45am till 11pm. SMSSRCY was having their June holiday camp(: So, i was there to "supervise" them and to help them. I went for MT lesson first before going for the camp. Hmm, MT lesson was usual but then i just LOVE Chinese! Hence, i don find it boring or whatsoever. HAHA. Alright, lets talk about camp now! Firstly, its a Discipline camp and its for the sec 1s. However, there is time for everything be it fun/serious. Throughout day 1, the discipline standard was not up to our expectations! One word to describe it- SUCKS! The committee had to give them several times of punishments, lectures and hinting. Well, i did 150 pumpings (thrice of what cadets did)! They don even noe that their grp flag [their life] was confiscated by the committee... Their attitude was Apathy to all things. They thinks that seniors should helped them to do everything. Eg, Finish up their meals, hold the flag and etc. All the RC rules are being ignored and Rudeness to son bae[seniors] are being shown! Roll eyes... I rmb mel said "Roll your eyes some more, i make sure your eyes ball drop out!" haha. Alright, enough of disgusting things... Hmm, funny things! I found out that some sec 1s are talented in different areas like dancing, drama. haha. Good! Night trail, in the unit there are many entertainers! OMG. I laughed until my stomach is damn painful lor. HAHA. One of them is Valerie... She is so funny! I should have recorded it down then i could have showed it to her(: LOL. She jus kept singing by herself when she is blindfolded at the parade ground. Together with her AWSOME hand-its filled with toothpaste. Haha. Her actions was damn funny! Another one is Joan, another version of Li wern. haha. She was being separated from her group alone. Everyone is blindfolded so they have to use their other senses... The way she look for her grp members was damn cute! She kept hopping everywhere like a Zombie despite telling her that she is going to bang the pillar/tree. haha. She dressed like a Mickey mouse during the Mascot game! Very cute(: Lastly, we ended off day 1 with a lecture again. I reached home at 11.30pm and got scolded from mummy... :(

Friday, 5 June 2009

Hmm, there isn't improvement in the standard of discipline... Hiaz. That means that despite the punishments and lectures, they didn't learnt their lessons yet. However during firedrill, there is an improvement in the way they do. Hmm, their drills wasn't that slog anymore- slight improvement. There is still room for improvement! haha. But their attitude still sucks! haiz. Before the camp ended, i gave them a long lecture under the sun! woots. In the end, So yeon-sick, Mel- in the midst of losing her voice and the rest of us having sore throat. haha. Poor thing! I hope they really reflect on themselves properly. Alright, i think its enough of blogging... I need to go sleep! damn tired though. Annyeong(:

I decided to blog again after doing the history thingy for quite long time... haha.
Actually nothing much, I jus went to Popo house!!! Yay. I was really happy when i got to see my grandmother[mom's mom] again after so damn long... The last time i went to visit her was during the Chinese New Year which was 4 months ago! haiz. We have been very busy with our own things therefore we didn't make time for her. Well, i knew that it isn't an excuse for not visiting her... Bad granddaughter! hehe. I could see the light in my po po's eyes when she saw jie n me. haha. Immediately, she told us that she would cook fried noodles for us...
In my heart, she is the nicest woman i ever met in my life! She has a golden heart, open-minded and lovely(: I love you po po!!! Hmm, i think i should learn from her more in terms of values... Woots! I am going to visit her again really soon(:

Hmm, Jie went to make her new spect! PINK... First time other than black! haha. Alright, i should continue with my work liao. Annyeong!

Sorry peeps! I will be blog tmr... I am damn tired n i have to do my history assignment.. haiz! Stupid ***! argh. Now having headache sia. haiyo. Annyeong(: