Saturday, May 30, 2009
Hello! I am supposed to be out with my family now... However, there was a changed of plan at the last minute cos Mummy left the tickets for the Singapore's Flyer at her office table... haiyo! She realised that only when we were about to leave the house where we were all changed n etc. haiz. She gets blur when she is busy at work. haha. Hence, we decided to go for it tmr instead after my tuition & mummy's work(:
Well, today i went back to school together with mummy to collect my report book n at the same time meet my teacher. [Meet-parent-session] Haiz. My results aren't good at all n indeed i failed three subjects. My intuition are always correct without fail. haiz. I am very disappointed in myself when i received it. I put in so much effort yet i got such a lousy results! Even though, i got A2 for Chinese. But then my E.MATHS... haiz. Those two subjects are the ones that i pined all my hopes on! My aim is A1! How? What should i do... Change my study strategies, attitude, venue, time?! I need someone to guide me along. GOD! I'm v sad when i saw a disappointed face on my parents even though mummy didn't say anything.. But daddy did mentioned about not focusing on the right things like RC. While, i don't think that is the problem! The comments that i received from teachers are i need to be more FOCUS though i am hardworking... Hmm, since i noe that i am not really focusing... I would be more focus in school after this holiday!
~" If something is a distraction between you and your commitment. THROW away that something."~ said by Mrs Tan during one of her Devotion. Yes, what is actually stopping me from doing my best? From now on, my Ulitmate goal is 12 pts for 'O' lvl. [Long-term goal]. Hence, I will be working double hard to achieve my goals. I don want to be regretting not doing well after everything as the feeling is good but painful. Thus, throw everything away except God & Study! woots. Jiayou(:
Sorry peeps for making all of you worried about me throughout the week! Thanks for all the love, concern and advice given to me during tat period of time... It does help me to a certain extent. I'm able to recover from it quickly n move on again! stronger... Hmm, thanks F10 for lending ur listening ear to me throughout! haha. I love you peeps a lot(:
~Every human has only one heart. And it suppose to contain only one person. If it is shared by many , it would have to pump harder and it soon be tired.~
~Destiny is not a matter of chance , it is matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for , it is a thing to be achieved.~
