Well, this year's Mother's Day, we didn't celebrated at all. We spent the whole day at home- i went for my tuition while my siblings n mother were at home watching the show. Until at night, we went out to have dinner... While deciding the location, my parents quarrelled in the car. haha. My dad was so funny! "Do you have $100 with u now? Let go this Chinese restaurant [the one we usually go] for dinner." said by my dad. "No! wa, have a dinner cost $100 so expensive leh. Let go somewhere else cheaper." mentioned my mom. haha. Because of tat my dad got angry n threw his temper... He drove us to a food court nearby to have dinner but he refused to eat other than drinking sugar cane. haiyo! Until today, my dad is still angry abt it n refused to talk to my mom. haiz. My mom can't be bothered abt him cos she thinks that he is still so childish at this age. haha. I was laughing when my mom told me abt it. Haiyo daddy ah. haha. Well, eventually they will be back to lovely again soon. haha. I haven't give my mom anything yet but i already have something in mind. I might buy her that drama CD since she love it so much like i do. hehe.

However, my mom was very delighted to receive a sms from Baby Dev! haha. Thanks Honey. Hmm. Dear Dev is always my solace after all setbacks. She told me "No matter wat, you will still have me." That sentence really really enlightened me. hehe. I have such a best best fren in my life i s my blessing! Woots. I love you a lot darling(:

I went out to TPY with Laurel this afternoon to help my mom with something. N i went popular to buy stationary. It was an enjoyable trip cos we were jus happily chatting with one another. She told me a lot of things like NDP, IH exam, Classroom incidents... Very funny! From the conversation, many memories flashed back into my mind. Like RC, i couldn't remember most of the foot drills commands. The fun i experienced throughout the years in red cross. I missed those times a lot... haha. "IF U BELIEVE YOU CAN, YOU CAN DO IT!" Slogan for Laurel's class. haha. Well, that is really true. Beliefs- results!!! THINK POSITIVELY(:

Yay! Exams are coming to a close soon... Happy abt it. Eh... I have started to slack liao. I have a sudden interest in Korean Language again! I am so going to learn Korean again from the net during the holiday.haha. Hmm. Looking forward to K Box at Pasir Ris is Saturday n the outing together with my cliques. It has been very long ever since the last outing or i couldn't make it. Sorry dearest peeps!

Hmm. For this part of the post, i will dedicate it to someone...

Loving you was a crime.

Missing you was a sins.

When i know its wrong for me to love you.

Why am i still so silly to Love you?!

Loving you was hard.

Is this love?

I have been very worried abt you recently like 5 days liao. I have been missing you lately a lot... I really wish all the torture put on me come to an end soon. In order to distract myself, i have been numbing myself with work like reading storybook, look for more vocabulary from there. After experiencing so many setbacks, i think i have the resilience to overcome it. To be honest, my heart is really going to die soon. Once i have the energy n the courage to do so, i would really really let it go. What's mine will be mine! Someone told me this "If you really love him, let it go. If he really come back for you that means he is meant to be yours." I agreed to that, no point clutching on each other as it will make the both of us suffer badly. Its pointless to force one another to be together too. All i want is you to be happy!!! As long as you are, i am satisfied.