Alright, these two days isn't a good day for me... During discussion for love SMSS, i was being told off by wy yesterday. Well, I admitted i was pissed at that time cos no ones was actually paying attention to my ideas except two... I didn't mean tat it is a MUST to use my idea but its like a basic respect shown to me when i'm sharing my ideas... I took the project very seriously because i noe tat its not easy to plan something big for the school like a Carnival. I went through the experience before hence i didn't want history to repeat once again. N i took the time off just to think of ideas tat can be fun. I am someone who's different from people... My sense of humor is like 10%?! I noe tat very clearly myself cos when people able to laugh at a joke, most of the time i don't find it funny at all. haiz. Or i would be laughing non-stop. Both are equally bad! Hence, it is quite hard for me to think of something really fun to everyone. I think i used up all my brain cells n after thinking i was really tired. Well, everything is fine now(: [I hope so.]

Another reason is EXAMS RESULTS! There had been shocking news everyday at any point in time. Only 3 people passed Humans out of the whole class which is really bad. I have been very stressed up by the reaction given by those ppl around me... Crying, sadness, negative thoughts... I may seemed strong consoling others, there is still a fear within me! I did put in effort in preparing for MYE n did my best. Hence, i don wanna be doing badly for it. Due to the fear, I have not been sleeping well. I had to read Bible to ease myself before i could sleep... Well, i have no idea wat will my reaction be on Monday & Tuesday after getting back the exams scripts. haiz. I really hope it would be a happy reaction! Be positive!~

From Today's Adam Khoo booster session, i learnt alot(: Methods on Motivitation, Destress n concepts on Beliefs= Results... Motivitation- We need to force it out first before it becomes a natural thing for our body. [Desire, Discipline, Delight] Destress- both eyes & Brain. Look or think of something tat you want another word is Dream. haha. To set it at a relaxing mode... Always ASK -BELIEVE - RECEIVE. haha. Law of attractions; its something tat attracts you n others. Always think of things that you want rather than things you wanna avoid or dislike! LOl.

I went for RCY training too. It was okay but a bit boring for me cos i got nothing to do there rather than watched the juniors. haha. In the end, i had to scold the sec 2s because of one idiotic person... It made my mood really bad. In the end, i went back to classroom to join my frens for awhile before going back for training. haha. Alright, i think its enough of blogging. Annyeong!