Hmm. Today isn't a good day for me... The first time i woke up, i was shocked by my face. The measles seems to be more. My grandmother was shocked too when she saw my face. We were wondering what's wrong wit it. I am very tired since morning before i took my medicine... haiz. I think my immune system/ body is very weak!

After i took my lunch n both medicine, i went to sleep as usual... I have not been sleeping properly for the past few days cause of the itchiness and the discomfort that i am facing... Baby have been accompanying me throughout the night until i fall asleep which is like after 4am everyday. Haiz. Thanks dear! I managed to sleep soundly in the afternoon for awhile... Thanks to my sisters, Laurel & Tricia. They woke me up from my sleep. Argh! They were quarrelling in the kitchen damn loudly for some reason. Then Tricia came into the room throwing her temper. She busted her phone music damn loudly... I jus asked her to lower down her volume and stop all her nonsense. She cursed me to die and blind! WTH. I damn angry, i got out of my bed and wanted to give her a slap on her face but i didn't... I started scolding her but then she gave me a maglin face. I got so pissed off, i started to shout at her on top of my voice! At that time, i was actually feeling very dizzy and weak. However, i was too angry. Argh. I gave up disciplining her! I jus let her be what she think is right, when she go out to work nxt time... Alot of ppl won't like her and one day she will get into trouble. haiz. Its very dishearten to have a sister who curse her own sister to die! I shall Forgive & Forget abt it...

I have been very worried about my studies and my homework... I decided to go school personally to take my homework from Elizabeth after much consideration. I can't be seating at home waiting for her... Otherwise i won't be able to complete my work on time. When i reached school, i was very tired after so much energy spent on walking. I was very delighted to see my juniors, training their foot drill. haha. Year 3s were shocked when they saw me appearing in front of them. Mel was so happy that she actually wanted to hug me. Lol. hmm. Thanks Juniors for such a warm welcome back and for the concern! Hopefully, i will get well soon and go back to school. However, it wasn't the case when i go back to class... From a distance, i could hear ppl screaming and saying "Hey, Juliet is coming." All of them were in the other end of the classroom... They were very scare of me! AS IF THEY SAW A GHOST... The feeling i have was like i wasn't welcome back to the class after not attending school for a week. Those remarks made by my classmates was unbearable... My homework wasn't kept properly by someone but was left on the desk. I wanted to cry out in class but then i managed to hold it back. I knew that they will be scare of my virus... I wanted to put on make-up before going to school. My face was very pale and full of red dot. However, i can't stop myself from worrying abt my academic! Have they ever spare a thought for me? If the virus is contagious, would i still go back to school to take it??? Am i such a inconsiderate kind of person to them? I also asked myself why am i always sick at the wrong time... Its not that i doesn't want to go to school even the virus is not contagious... I wasn't allow to go school by the doctor cos i may attract more virus outside when my immune system is weak and other reasons! I would be more than happy if i get to go school like other ppl... Esp at time period of an academic year! I'm very disappointed to have such classmates and frens!!! I cried in the end on my way out of the class~

Now i truly noe who are my closest frens, worth for me. Thanks baobei & Sweetheart alot! Gillian was the only one who really cares abt me after i went home on Monday, after she found out tat i am serious ill wit German measles... She offered to help me wit my work and stuff like tat. She encouraged me on every time and she is always there for me when i needed most. She is the one of them who dare to come near me to hug me even though i have a virus within my body.
Sherry was the one who bother to update me within a those days when i am absent frm school. After she found out that i have German measles, she actually went to the net to search abt this virus... She is the only one who is there for me whenever i need help or i need someone to talk to. She encouraged me alot the years... When i am down, she is always there for me to cheer me up with all her jokes. They are willing to hear all my rantings! They are willing to sacrifice for me..Where in this world would i ever find such true frens(: I'm very glad to have such great frens!!!


ps. Hypocrite!!! There are alot in this world..