Hi! I'm back home from sherry's house... Once i stepped outside the lift n took out my key, my mom questioned me about my late home. Haiz. She didn't scold me after all. hehe. Thank God! I could see that she was jus worried about me as i didn't inform her after school. N after all i am her daughter... haha. She jus told me not to come back home so late again.

Well, Sherry owes Wanyu, Yen mei & esp ME a BIG FAVOUR. haha. For the past three days of her absenteeism, I helped her to collect worksheets, homework n stuff. N today we are supposed to clear all the things underneath our table. I helped her packed n brought it to her house by cab together with the other two people. hehe. Frankly speaking, she is my bestie sweetheart that's why i am willing to help her without saying a word. Well, according to my grandmother, she thinks that i am too nice to do so n my frens are selfish... It is because the other time when i was sick, i asked my friend to pass me my homework but due to her tiredness i had to go school n take it myself. Haiz. When i got back to school, i was given that kinda reaction... To be honest, i am okay with it cos i did nothing that is against my principle or conscience. If i am treated like tat, so be it.... I will not do the same thing as to me, friends should just help one another n share their joy or sorrows together. She told me that if she was me when she was younger, she would not help the person at all despite any circumstances. Thank God! My mom taught me to be helpful even though ppl doesn't treat u well. haha. That's why my character is like this now(:
We had lots of fun together once again at sherry's house! I helped her to do a small n short games proposal for her cousin's birthday tmr... It wasn't a good or perfect kind of proposal la. hehe. No. 38 took quite alot of photos wor. I'll upload it once i take it from her... haha. Seriously, whenever i am with wanyu or sherry, my life is full of colours n happiness! I'll be laughing my heart out half of the time n the other half enjoying myself. haha. They make me forget about the unhappiness n the sad thing that i am facing alone. I really thank God for sending them to me n being such great friends to me! THANKS PEEPS! lOVE YOU.

Hmm. Let's talk about school.. Nothing much but i got back m history test. I failed again... It seemed like my Humanities are dying. No longer good marks anymore... MYE must jiayou!!! When Mr Lee went through the paper, i learnt quite alot. I understand fully how to tackle Proving questions n my mistakes i made in the test. I need to change the way i answer n use COE [circle of explanation] other than describing the factors. haha. Oh, going to meet Ms Mary on monday after chinese exam! Rawr. Jiayou!!! Btw, today's humanities [ss & history] lessons was so funny thanks to Mr Lee.. His screw is a bit loose today cos his action n the way he express was damn funny! Omg. Lol. Made a fool out of himself? hehe.

Hi. I jus came back home after studying e.maths in Tpy Library wit Gillian... haha. I studied 2h 30mins throughout, i think it was productive to study in the library. haha. Before that, i went to delifrance to have my lunch together wit Cherlyn, Ruzana, Joey and Gillian. Hmm, the food n service suck! Rating was 3 out of 10.. haiz. Wasted my money on the food lor. hehe.

Well, Today's school was quite fun and time really flies fast! PE- I'm on long-term mc then i doesn't need to run for 2.4km. haha. However, i ran three rounds together wit Wanyu to spur her on. haha. I wanted to finish the whole 2.4 run but then i couldn't cos my heart hurts. haiz. I felt so much better after running as Oxygen went into my brain. haha. Physics- the game played was kinda lame n funny! haha. I enjoyed that period of time alot(: Oh, i was really tired until i sleep in the class for 10mins. After tat, i felt very energetic! SS- haiyo! I don even understand wat is Mr lee talking about lor. so it was Boring... Tmr getting back test paper. haiz.

Oh ya, mummy bought 10 boxes of supplements for me to eat for Beauty! haha. Thanks mummy! She also bought Osim's exercise machine for the both of us to use to slim down.. haha. I have a cream that helps to reshape body too. hehe. Crazy! I think among the family, i spent the most money cos of many reasons like beauty [use very expensive cleaner, moisturizer...] , clothes n etc. haha. Tat's me(: SHOPAHOLIC.

*Hmm, alright i gtg n take my dinner. Jiayou for mye! 5 more days- time is running out....

Hmm. I survived from another session of tuition esp physics... Well, chemistry class is getting bigger n bigger. From 2 people to 6 people![Two boys & One gals joined] haha. The max number for a class is 8 ppl. haha. I hope the number of ppl would not increase anymore. Today's chemistry lesson was a bit different from the previous cos it is like more ppl therefore a bit weird. More response n more noises in class. Hmm. I am the only one in the class from an Autonomous school, who doesn't take O lvl this year and who doesn't have own friends in the class. Well, i don really mind abt it as i am able to make new friends n jie might be joining the class too. Yay! haha.

As for physics, its still the same... One good news is i managed to revise all the chapters for MYE. Now, i have to practice more question to ensure that i understand the basic concepts for each chapters. haha. I have to spend more time focusing on other subjects now(: Yipee~

Hi, i am back again... I think i lost my study mood! I can't discipline myself to seat down n start studying.. Haiz. Hence, it wasn't productive at all. I cannot be like that cos exam are coming... Juliet Lim! aiyo... Well, i have to work harder tmr to compensate the one day waste. haha. Oh ya, i went to meet Dason (my pri sch fren) jus now. We had a long chat... He wanted me to entertain him but in the end, he was the one who entertained me with all his lame jokes n riddles. haha. Thanks! Well, i think he really changed a lot no longer the old dason anymore... haha. Everyone changes each day~ Eg, i maybe like that now, within a few weeks i maybe another person. haha. I am still hestitating whether i should go back to my old self who i truly is! I don have to make changes to myself just for people around me... However, i'm willing to make changes for certain people.
Now, i suddenly thought of somethings that i would like to do now or after exams(:
1. Get to go Church every week! I really want to noe more abt GOD n talk to HIM.
- He is always my BEST fren! He is always there for me. Thank u Lord Father.
2. Read all my love novels books left on my book shelf.
3. Re-learn roller blading from my cousin Matthew!
4. Seat Singapore Flyer with my family...[Mummy have the tickets ready]
5. Spend more time with my friends till late evening. [Outing?]
6. Go to beach to have some fun!
7. Get to meet some ppl that i miss a lot. [Korkor, Pri 6's frens, Dev]
8. Have a birthday party/ chalet to celebate my sweet 16(:

I really hope that all my wishes will come true. bye!

Hmm, i decided to blog to start my day after being told by jie that my blog is dying... I doubt so, more likely she didn't visit my blog. That's why she didn't noe that i actually updated. haha. Well, i doubt i will be able to blog regularly for the nxt two weeks.... I will try to blog everyday. Sorry if i am unable to as EXAMS ARE COMING! In 8 days times... haiz.

Hmm. I am sick again... haiz. I didn't go school for two days liao including today. I was down with a bad headache, body aching n slight fever. Haiz. I have been experiencing headache everyday but it was not that bad until its really killing me. I went to consult a Chinese physicians yesterday together wit my grandmother... Old folks still thinks that Chinese medications are still better than the western. Well, the doctor said there are two reasons for me to fall sick.

1. The weather is very hot n humid... I didn't hydrate myself with plain water n i went for exercise causing dehydration... On tuesday, I was kinda stressed up so i went for a run with Gillian n Lucia thinking that i will feel much better after perspiring all out. However, i was wrong! He said in such hot weather some people like me should not exercise to perspire all out cos it is somehow harming our body. N the weather is causing my brain to be very tired. Thus, i have been feeling very worn out recently. haha. Same goes to Gillian...

2. I have been having sleepless night n unable to sleep well-in the middle of the night, wake up wanting to go school at abt 4am... In another word, STRESS UP! Well, to alot of ppl like my sisters they thinks that i am not stressed up at all. Therefore, they were laughing out loud after hearing that. Actually, i am very stressed up! Every day have to worry about things... I'm scared that i would dash all the hopes that have been pin unto me by parents esp mummy, Baby and Myself! I remembered mummy once told me "Don't stress yourself too much, do your best! Your expectations are always high for you." That's why i have been staying up late jus to study despite the nagging frm my grandmother n parents. Its very bad for health to burn midnight oil. Haiz. How not to? My results are so badly n its despairing me somehow instead of motivation me! haiz. Jiayou Juliet(: Preserver on till MYE over.

*I gtg. Having headache again.. I jus pray that the weather will improve soon. Not so humid n hot! argh...

That was the evidence took by Wanyu! Haha.

Now, i shall blog about my tuition... Hmm. I enjoyed myself in chemistry lesson than physics lesson... Both lesson were a revision to me cos whatever the teacher go through i already learnt before. Too some of my frens are quite new or unsure. Hmm. Physics lesson! Omg, she is slow in pace n long winded... Maybe she wan us to be very clear. However, i almost fall asleep... That stupid guy in class kept Yawning! Yawn is contagious in a class... We ended up taking turns to yawn. The teacher knows that we kept yawning but then she did nothing to it. She ended up telling us to do more worksheets and she will go through the answers... Aiyo! Boring~ That guy is somehow pressurizing me quite alot in class. Only the both of us are attending physics lesson at the moment. Thus, the teacher attention will be on the both of us. She will always out more attention to me than the guy... haiz. I am busy listening n writing down notes that may be useful for me but then the guy was busy drawing manga beside me... WTH! Like that how to study sia. Not only that, he thinks that he is frm express so don need to listen in class ... But then he can get all correct for the worksheet... idiot! I think physics lesson was not productive for me! I might change classes again.. haha. Unlike chemistry... Mr Kevin is like helping me to develop interest in chemistry! Every lesson is so interesting with his NTU life story and other stories while learning chemistry concepts. haha.

Okay, I gtg out now with my family. haha. Bye! come back then study... hehe.

Well, I have decided to blog before i start studying... Hmm. I was asked to wake up early in the morning as early as 7.30am by my mum! N i was forced to go Wild Wild Wet by my sister together wit my family otherwise i would be left alone at home... They thinks that i should go to release all my stress and to forget all unhappy things. Eh, i don really felt like going after everything as i wasn't in that kinda fun mood. But still went there with a positive attitude(: Listening to music all the while...
When we got there at abt 10 plus, it was already full of ppl... Omg! It has been quite sometime when i last swum. My sisters knew that i was sad, they tried all means to cheer me up in the pool. Thanks sisters! It was very nice of them to do so though they kinda bully me too. haha. I was taught how to float on the water patiently by Laurel Lim XiuQi. haha. In the end, i managed to learn that skills. Its useful if i am tired after swimming for awhile. hehe. I did enjoyed myself there but i jus can't stop thinking abt that incident that jus happened the night before and the relationship... Haiz. I spent sometime thinking abt it very hardly in the water. Lastly, i got a very bad sun burnt on my face, shoulder and legs.. Damn painful! My jie got the worst burnt on herself.- shoulder, back, face and hands. hehe. We were there since morning 10plus to 4pm! lol.

* I did a quiz before i blogged... Well, its quite true! Here's the result(:
What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Losing Someone

You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone- 77%
Where Your life is Going -71%
Death - 71%
Looked down on -60%
Commitment -45%
Disappointment -5%

Hmm. I had planned my schedule throughout my journey home. I will only start my work after 7.30pm, after i am done bathing and everything... While waiting for my show to start, i shall spend my time to blog about school today(:

Time flies! Today in school, i was as blur as a sotong. I don't really get what the teachers talking abt. So in my head there are ???? everywhere... haha. But i did paid my fullest attention throughout the whole day! I wasn't feeling tired at all even though last night i didn't sleep well. Kinda amused by it, myself too(: Hmm. During lessons, i realised that i really need to catch up with all the work myself or with different subjects teachers. The nxt week will be a very busy week for me as i have alot of test and i need to spend tat week wisely catching wit my work by staying back for extra lessons... Mr low [E.maths teacher] was very funny cos when he saw me walking passed his class, he ran out jus to ask me about the test. Lol. Oh another thing, I spent my time wisely during the 2 hours F&N period in the library! Productive... haha.
Alright, i am going to watch my show and start studying stuff like tat. bye!

ps. Tmr is going to be a dreadful day!!! haiz... BUT looking forward to chalet on Friday(: YAY!

Hmm. Today isn't a good day for me... The first time i woke up, i was shocked by my face. The measles seems to be more. My grandmother was shocked too when she saw my face. We were wondering what's wrong wit it. I am very tired since morning before i took my medicine... haiz. I think my immune system/ body is very weak!

After i took my lunch n both medicine, i went to sleep as usual... I have not been sleeping properly for the past few days cause of the itchiness and the discomfort that i am facing... Baby have been accompanying me throughout the night until i fall asleep which is like after 4am everyday. Haiz. Thanks dear! I managed to sleep soundly in the afternoon for awhile... Thanks to my sisters, Laurel & Tricia. They woke me up from my sleep. Argh! They were quarrelling in the kitchen damn loudly for some reason. Then Tricia came into the room throwing her temper. She busted her phone music damn loudly... I jus asked her to lower down her volume and stop all her nonsense. She cursed me to die and blind! WTH. I damn angry, i got out of my bed and wanted to give her a slap on her face but i didn't... I started scolding her but then she gave me a maglin face. I got so pissed off, i started to shout at her on top of my voice! At that time, i was actually feeling very dizzy and weak. However, i was too angry. Argh. I gave up disciplining her! I jus let her be what she think is right, when she go out to work nxt time... Alot of ppl won't like her and one day she will get into trouble. haiz. Its very dishearten to have a sister who curse her own sister to die! I shall Forgive & Forget abt it...

I have been very worried about my studies and my homework... I decided to go school personally to take my homework from Elizabeth after much consideration. I can't be seating at home waiting for her... Otherwise i won't be able to complete my work on time. When i reached school, i was very tired after so much energy spent on walking. I was very delighted to see my juniors, training their foot drill. haha. Year 3s were shocked when they saw me appearing in front of them. Mel was so happy that she actually wanted to hug me. Lol. hmm. Thanks Juniors for such a warm welcome back and for the concern! Hopefully, i will get well soon and go back to school. However, it wasn't the case when i go back to class... From a distance, i could hear ppl screaming and saying "Hey, Juliet is coming." All of them were in the other end of the classroom... They were very scare of me! AS IF THEY SAW A GHOST... The feeling i have was like i wasn't welcome back to the class after not attending school for a week. Those remarks made by my classmates was unbearable... My homework wasn't kept properly by someone but was left on the desk. I wanted to cry out in class but then i managed to hold it back. I knew that they will be scare of my virus... I wanted to put on make-up before going to school. My face was very pale and full of red dot. However, i can't stop myself from worrying abt my academic! Have they ever spare a thought for me? If the virus is contagious, would i still go back to school to take it??? Am i such a inconsiderate kind of person to them? I also asked myself why am i always sick at the wrong time... Its not that i doesn't want to go to school even the virus is not contagious... I wasn't allow to go school by the doctor cos i may attract more virus outside when my immune system is weak and other reasons! I would be more than happy if i get to go school like other ppl... Esp at time period of an academic year! I'm very disappointed to have such classmates and frens!!! I cried in the end on my way out of the class~

Now i truly noe who are my closest frens, worth for me. Thanks baobei & Sweetheart alot! Gillian was the only one who really cares abt me after i went home on Monday, after she found out tat i am serious ill wit German measles... She offered to help me wit my work and stuff like tat. She encouraged me on every time and she is always there for me when i needed most. She is the one of them who dare to come near me to hug me even though i have a virus within my body.
Sherry was the one who bother to update me within a those days when i am absent frm school. After she found out that i have German measles, she actually went to the net to search abt this virus... She is the only one who is there for me whenever i need help or i need someone to talk to. She encouraged me alot the years... When i am down, she is always there for me to cheer me up with all her jokes. They are willing to hear all my rantings! They are willing to sacrifice for me..Where in this world would i ever find such true frens(: I'm very glad to have such great frens!!!


ps. Hypocrite!!! There are alot in this world..

Hihi. Its really bored to stay at home for 4 days, not able to get out of the house or do anything! Other than SLEEP! haiz. After eating medicine, i will be very legtharic then not soon later i will be sleeping.
My condition sort of worse than the previous days cos i had a fever this morning and the measles spread until my body and legs. Its covered with red spots everywhere... haiz.
My grandmother have been taking care of me throughout these days. She brewed herbal tea for me, cook food for me, accompanied me to consult doctor and check on me regularly even though i am sleeping... After she knew tat i was having a fever, she massage my body for me. It was effective cos after awhile my fever subsidised. haha. She have been very nice! It has been very tiring for her... Thanks grandma(:
I went to consult a famous chinese doctor near my house today afternoon. Haiz. The doctor said i caught a cold a few weeks back then i didn't really take care...Therefore, it lowered my immune system tat's why the German measles virus attacked me. So now i have to cure my cold first so that my immune system will be stronger to fight against the virus... Now i have to take both western and chinese medicine! Omg.. Alot of medicine la. argh. The doctor also said if i don recover by sunday, she will get me a few more days medical leave. I don wan!!!!
Oh ya, Elizabeth was supposed to pass me laurel's and my hmk today. But then she is too tired to do so. Haiz. I have to chiong finish all my work by monday... I only have 2 days to complete everything. I am so going to be dead! haiz. How am i going to catch up wit my work?I have been very worried about my work for days liao. MYE is coming then i haven really start on my revision then now i'm absent from school. I am totally blur out! I wondered how my class is progressing... I must do well in mye exam cos i promised myself and my parents that i will do well! WHY MUST I BE SICK AT THIS TIME??? WHO WILL HELP ME... ARGH! Throughout this week, i have been sleeping and doing nothing. haiz. I am really scared... God help me please..