Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Hallow! I'm back again. Eh, I am suppose to go cycling wit Sherry today but she couldn't make it last min than forget it lor. I stay at home again... Haiz. Very sian! Thus, i decided to blog lor.
Yesterday night at 10 plus, Laurel & I had a small talk wit my mother. Through that talk, I found out a lot of things... Hiaz. My parents suffered a lot ever since they got married under my grandmother hands. Its hard of them to give birth to 5 children and rise us up. Yet, ppl don support us and help us instead looked down on the whole family! Haiz. My grandmother is simply showing FAVOURITISM towards my uncle. Isn't my father also her son?
Now my feeling are mixed up again! I feel rather lost [not knowing wat to do], Lonely [ the person who i need now is not wit me], helpless[ unable to help my parents] , sad and remorseful... ~ Family!!!!~
Wat kinda family i have if its in such helpless circumstances! haiz.
ps: I'm not worthy for you! Don wait for me...