*~ SAD SAD SAD!!! ~*
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Hmm. I don noe how to start blogging abt today. It is jus simply SAD! To be honest, from the time i woke up to the time i go to sleep... I didn't smile at all! I looked very emo throughout the day. Even if i did "smile", its actually forced smile. There is a reason behind it for me not to smile the whole day. Argh.
My sweetheart left Singapore to US for holiday at the same time to visit his sister who is working there & relative... He will not be back till 17 DEC! argh... Tat is like 25 days long. Omg. :(
Details for the flight.
Flight: SQ 2
Time: 5.50pm
Terminal: 3
I went Airport to send him off together wit Sherry. Eh, tat was also the first meeting wit his family. His parents, grandparents, uncle, aunt & cousins were all present to send his mother n him off. At the start, i felt very uncomfortable & awkward... haha.
His mother is quite funny as she asked Josh. " Josh, which gal u like or rather which gal like you?" Of course, i was stunned when he told me this lor. haha.
Before we send them off, we had our lunch together... We sat different tables; His family one table while the three of us including Baby on the other table. I didn't have much appetites to eat so i had a drink.
While they are eating & I'm drinking, I realised that his parents kept on eyeing on Sherry & I.
I had a nice chat wit his cousin... haha.
*I don noe who is the SOMEONE who keep on kicking my leg under the table and stepping my leg!!*
Once we are done eating, this is the time tat i don wan it to come... We went up to the departure hall as its abt time for them to board the plane. On our way up, i didn't wanna talk to him or look at him cos i can't bear to let him leave me... At tat point of time, i felt very despairing n my eyes were filled wit tears. I couldn't let it out because his family is around me. If not they will suspect something between us.
Before he entered the departure gate, he shook sherry's hand & gave me a hug! haha.
I must really thank his cousin for helping us otherwise he wouldn't give me the last hug before he goes... At the back, I saw him slowly slowly slowly walked to his family infront( a distance away)... Gave each of them a warm & nice hug before he leave.
Just before he enter the gate, He waved good bye to me n gave me a forced smile.
By that time, my tears are already at the side of my eyes. I forced myself very hard to give him the last smile.
Once i gave tat to him, i could no longer hold onto my tears anymore... I started crying! As i was crying, i hurried went off wit sherry cos i don wanna let his family see it. We went to the nearest washroom... I tried to stop myself but i couldn't make it.
Once i see the bear n remember the depart scene, i will jus continue to cry... Soon after i stopped, he called me to talk to me for the last time as he is unable to talk to me in US. I cried even more when i heard his voice n wat he said to me. ( i cried very hard like as if he is not coming back anymore)
After awhile, i strengthen myself n i went home. In a cheerless mood!
Baby... I'll definitely miss you alot.
No matter wat, i will be in Singapore waiting for u to return. (17 dec)
I'll bring the baby bear tat u gave me everywhere i go. I will treasure it like diamonds!
Love you! Muackies
