Hihi. This is going to be the last time i am going to blog for now until examination is over (4-5weeks later)...
Today is really a sad day for me!!! Doomed... We celebrated Teachers' Day today and at the same time we collected our progress report card for Term 3. Haiz. Out of 7 subjects i failed 4 subjects!!! F&N, i only scored 16marks and the other three subjects are 40plus marks...Sign! I am in grave danger zone. If i don't pull up my sock starting from now, i think i will not make it to Through-Train class nxt yr. I was the first person to be called out in class today, i was really scare at that very moment didn't dare to look at that report card. However after awhile, i went to look at it. At that very moment, my tears just started to fill my eyes. Not soon after, i broke down!!! Although my six senses gave me a bad feeling abt it before i collect the card but i didn't expected tat my results were so bad. Therefore, i cried from the very moment all the way until the end of the Kinball game. Even though my mood are still very down and depressed... But after so many ppl who encouraged me, comforted me and lending me their shoulder and gave me a big hug, i have come to my sense-Wake up call for me... No point crying over split milk but it is the time to buck up and do something abt it. I am guilty for the results tat i am getting because it reflect about what kind of person i am. I have to admit tat i have been focusing too much on CCA therefore i neglected my studies... Thus, i did not put in a lot of effort in my studies... But from today onwards, i will be focusing on my studies more than ANYTHING! Tats is a promise! Its never too late to buck up now said by korkor. I am going to Jia You. I would like to thank those ppl for today's encouragement n etc. I will build up my confident and faith in myself cos i noe God's Know everything and he has plan for me!
'For I know the plan i have for you, declares the Lord. Plan to prosper you and no to harm you but to give you hope and a future.'
Jeremiah 29:11
Love, Juliet
Hello!!! XD I'm back here to continue blogging from where i stopped. haha. 16 August 2008, Saturday.~*RI Combine Training, Funfair*~
After a few months of preparation, the day we all have been waiting for finally arrived... Firstly, i would like to thank my elder sis, Cherie who woke up so early to help me carried the 150 canned drinks and hired a taxi for us [Laurel & I]. Btw, my voice that day was really very bad! It is worst than the previous day, people cannot really hear me clearly and i could not shout at all. Laurel and i took taxi to school with the 150 canned drinks... When we reached there, nobody came to help us. Juniors were there seated down and they actually saw us. wth. Only Valerie came to help because i asked her to... Woah! If i didn't ask her to help, i doubt any of them would actually come to help us lor. After sometime of waiting, headed to RI. Ya soon we get started setting up and everything. I shall not elaborate on that.
As Usual, i kana teased and make fun of... Anw, tat day is going be the last day which i am going to be teased on the scandal topic. Yipee. Thanks to Hanif Sir, Yearmates, Yuinyi and Lisa for teasing me on the scandal thingy on tat day ya... Oh well not forgetting the emcee too for saying "On behalf of Jieqi, by Jieqi. I would like to dedicate this song-Hey Juliet." TWICE some more!!! [too bad tat was the last chance for u all to do so!] haha. That song was one of my favourite song last time.. haha. Anw, i think having Song dedication as one of the stall for the funfair was a good idea. But due to my voice, i couldn't sing!!! haiz so sad lor. Once everything is done went to have lunch together wit yearmates at J8 food court, met Hidayah ma'am too. After tat went to buy some sushi back for Laurel & jie so nice of me rite. I treat them lor! haha. Accompanied ma'am to take her lunch frm Long John Silver[ Ma'am favourite fast food restaurant]... She bought one small packet of fries for her lunch!
We went to mac to join crescent's seniors [ma'am's frens], at there we saw them... At the same time, Hidayah ma'am taught me Chemistry!!! haha. Thank you ma'am. I will go & remember all the equation for Acids! Lol
My "reflection" after the whole event... I think the Funfair can say is a successful one even though the attendance was disappointing [last than 50ppl came]. The planning and execution was quite good. In the end, it wasn't as bad as i expected. Overall, i think we have gained a lot of experience through this event. As the OIC for tat event, i have learnt a lot of things and repent on the mistakes tat have been neglected. Lastly, i would like to THANK all the committee members from both RI and SMSS. All our effort had paid off even though we faced many obstacles and problems during the process,we were pissed due to some reasons or other. If not you all, the funfair will not be a success.
17 August 2008, Sunday.
I woke up rather early tat day even its SUNDAY! haha. My elder sister and I were supposed to go for some family visiting with the rest of my family members. But due to the fact that i was sick and my sister was preparing for her exam/test the next day, we managed to skip this trip. Although we feel bad abt it but we are excused for it. Fortunately, i did not go for it as it was raining heavily otherwise i will be drenched like my two younger sister. Then i will be even more sick and confirm the nxt day don't have to go school liao. Anw, tat afternoon abt 3.30pm where the rain had stopped. Both of us joined the rest of them and we went to our uncle [mummy brother] house for some gathering. When i was there, i didn't want to open my mouth to talk and i don have the voice to do so too... My condition tat day was worse than before because the day before. I had to shout at the Juniors and communicate wit ppl in the funfair itself. So everything is either my mother or sister helped me answer to their question. But my fifth uncle was shocked when i said "huh" to him then he started laughing at me lor. He exclaimed " What happened to ur voice, so man! haha" Then he blamed my mother for not taking good care of me... This is when my mother and sisters starts telling my story to my uncle again. "Woah! It's not tat i didn't take good care of her. Is she herself don take care of her health! She have not been sleeping until very late at night like 2-3am for almost 3weeks... Doing her projects, schoolwork and blah blah blah." said by them. Lol. It lasted for a few minutes but every time my fifth uncle saw me. He tend to laugh at me again due to my voice... haiz. YA, at there i was been "ill-treated" by my sisters! All the food there were fried food except tat plate of vegetable which means tat i cannot eat anything except the vegetable!!! Thank god tat i ate some finger food before going there so i managed to skip my lunch. Unfortunately for my dinner, i was given a plate FULL OF VEGETABLES and nothing else. Walao they were damn mean lor, they purposely give me a lot to eat as i skipped my lunch. My elder sister expected me to finish all up leaving nothing behind... I knew tat they cared for me and my health therefore they did tat. As a good sister always, i finished it up lor. haha. Ego. I realised tat time really flies very fast. All the cousin tat are younger than me, they changed a lot and of course grown up. Xinyi jie[cousin] is getting prettier and she is going to be Air stewardess soon. haha. Happy for her! As for those male cousins, they grew taller and they became more...[Yuck!] =p. SO mean of me! haha. As for me, aiyah old liao... I am the 6 oldest there i think. haiyoh. We watched the Table Tennis woman Final, first match[Feng Tianwei vs China gal] together as one family... It is a rare experience as we seldom meet up unless it is special occasion like Chinese New Year. I really cherish tat moment!!! Yup then reached home rather early so decided to blog. While blogging, i talked to korkor on msn... haha. I was down halfway while talking when we came to one of the topic... And i actually told him something tat i had kept deep inside my heart for almost 2yrs! He is the first person tat i trust the most out of the most if i am not wrong.
For the last part of the post, i shall dedicate to him...
Kor.~A very Big Thank you to u for everything!!!~ If it is not you who had done so much for me and impacted me so much. I would not be who i am today so happy, strong and wouldn't have put so much trust in the Lord. Thank you for leaving ur work behind to hear me out for 4hrs! Even though u were unable to console me much but still thank you very much. Thank you for accompanied me tat night for so long. Thank you for encouraging me on.Thank you for letting me noe how Great is GOD,how much he love me. And how much You love me too. Although your love cannot be compared to God's love as it's neither unchanging or eternal. But having God's love and your love, it is enough for me. Through the conversation, i am able to noe more abt God! I still remembered what u had said to me like "God as my source of love. No matter wat happens God's love never changes and He's always there for me! God knows abt everything and is guiding me. And whenever I feel sad because of things i face, just rmb of God's love. Friends on this world may become distant frm you but only God is the friend who never changes. He's always waiting for us to go to Him and He wishes to lavish His great love on us." Thank you for showing me tat God's Love letter. It really touches me a lot a lot!!! I was crying while watching it. haha. It also firm my decision in becoming a Christian despite the objection from parents. I would pray more often and trust in HIM from now onwards. Before i end, i shall share the God's love letter to all my readers-http://www.fathersloveletter.com/fllpreviewlarge.html. No matter how many times i say thank you to u, i think i cannot repay u for wat u had done for me. The love is cannot use any word to express it.
I love you a lot!!!:)
Love, Juliet
Hi peeps. After watching the Table Tennis Women Final, decided to blog. I jus came back from my uncle house not long ago too. haha. It has been 10 days ever since i last blog... Anw, for the past few days i have been quite busy with things from both Cca & Studies. Since i am free now i shall blog on each single day individually... I would start by blogging wat had happened between My mother & I.5 August 2008, Tuesday
That day was a bad day for my whole family... My father's car broke down so need to undergo repairing! My sister, Laurel lost her Hp in school! My mother PMS n have many work left undone... After school at 3pm plus, i had to rush down to Eunos just to get Uniform for juniors with Laurel and Joanne. Joanne actually forgotten that she needs to accompany me to go n get the uniform so she went back home.. While waiting for her to return, Laurel used my hp to call mummy. At that time, she was not in the good mood liao after knowing tat laurel actually lost her new hp. She scolded her for being so careless and stuff. Soon after so called for me to answer the call, i did. Then she started shouting at me saying " do u noe tat today u are have tuition? Don waste my money if u wanna skip it." I got rather pissed because before tat i was very angry at something else already then my mood got worst after she said tat to me. I talked back trying to explain to her the whole situation by she just don get it. Then she changed the subject to the hp thingy, she asked me "how come laurel would lost her hp in sch?" I was pissed in the first place so i cannot stand it any longer so i raised my voice a bit when i replied her. At the same time as laurel's sister, i tried to put in good words for her but in the end got more scolding ar. She finds the reason i gave her was an excuse!!! I got even more angry then i said "NO comments since u said that." From then on she started criticising on my school saying all the bad things n stuff. I kept quiet then she started saying abt my atittude getting bad to worse... Soon after, she disowned indiectly out of anger. [Declaring cold war!] haha. My eyes was filled with tears at that time n soon I cannot hold on to it any longer... It dripped down from my eyes slowly at the bus-stop. From tat time onward, my mood was bad! I was half an hour late for my tuition... (first time so damn late.) Then reached home late too almost 10pm... haiz.
7 August 2008, Thursday
For that day, nothing happened in fact i cannot really remember liao. But i remember tat the Dry Run for the combine training with RI was cancelled as the day before we faced some problems. Therefore there isn't a need to meet up. So i went home early tat day after English remedial... Oh, on tat day a lot people were very angry with MR Lee!!! He scolded as No Manners in Cantonese the other day then now he scolded as "You all are worse than Normal Technical [NT]"!!! Argh. Not only tat before starting lesson, he scolded Joey, Sherry n other ppl abt not handing in homework.. Walao. It is like he don noe how to teach us, none of us don understand most of his lesson lor. Then he expect us to hand in his homework. If we tell him tat we don understand as one of the reason, he would say" then u should come to ask me." Omg, he don understand wat we mean, if we understand then we would have hand in our homework on time and if we don understand we would go ask him long time ago! In conclusion for that day, Sherry, Joey, Yen mei, Me and maybe the whole class are super angry with Mr Lee!!! He still said i owe him two exercise..Haiz. I slept early tat night as next day having parade.
That day was, the end of the cold war between my mother and I! SO good. I must really thank god for tat, Elizabeth jie for encouraging me n there for me and lastly kor for keep on praying for me. THANK YOU PEOPLE!!!
8 August 2008, FridayThis day was terrible for the first part in school [parade]!!! Our school celebrated National day. For tat day, i reached school early in the morning to prepare for the parade... Early in the morning, I have to start scolding.. not only me alone were angry but the whole committee! I does not wan to elaborate on this incident further as it is has been quite sometime ago n it is rather bad... But because of tat the incident they have to do 80 pumpings while the committee have to do double! Since they like it so much then so be it. After the celebration, i went out with Joey, Sherry n Yen mei as the meet up with Crescent girls are cancelled. We went to Toa payoh for our lunch first before heading to PS to meet Elizabeth, jie. For our lunch, we ate AH Kun Kaya Toast. haha. The three of them [Sherry, Joey & Yen mei] knew tat i don eat egg unless it is fried and the egg is beaten before hand. They purposely chopped the egg in front of me where the egg york will flow out and then eat it. OMG! I almost lost my appetite, all thanks to them... haha After eating, we went to Plaza Sing to meet Jiejie n her boyfriend... haha. Had fun walking around the whole mall with them. Soon after, jie felt hungry then we went separate way. The four of us went Carefour to buy things. In fact is accompanied tat auntie sherry to buy things for her family... haha. While buying things, we were damn tired after walking for a few hours, so we went to the children section there to take a rest. We were childish at tat time too as we were playing with small kids toys as if we are still very young. haha. But had a lot of fun there! Once we had enough rest n it is getting late, we met up with the lovely couple. After tat we headed home... At the later part of the day, my whole family sat down to watch the opening ceremony for the Olympic Games. Halfway watching it, i was too tired so i fall asleep. I was being disturbed by both my brother & elder sister , he woke me up by tickling my leg and my elder sister kept on disturbing me. haiz. Anw, i had "cat" fight with her. Soon after my eye really cannot stand it anymore, i went to my room to sleep. I was the earliest for tat night!!! First time wor.. Always i will be the last one to sleep.haha.9 August 2008It is National day! Happy Birthday Singapore! haha. Early in the morning, chiong for homework then in the afternoon my whole family including my aunt n her family went to celebrate national day at padang... We had a lot of fun even though it was drizzling at that time. Everything ended at 9 plus as in the programme n stuff. But by the time i get out the place[padang] and went for dinner together with my father was already near to 10pm so we were eating super instead of dinner. haha By the time my father sent my aunt home n everything, finally we reached home it was already 11.30pm! After washing up and stuff it was 12 plus. haha Although it was a long and tiring day for me but I was super high on tat night... Sherry was very high too! She called me when i was on my way to take my dinner.. From the way she is speaking n the things she talked to me abt can seriously tell that she is kinda crazy.haha. In all,14 of us went to have fun together at the padang to celebrate the special event. We took alot of pictures too. ( will upload it when jie send it to me and of course when i am free.. )10 August 2008For this day, nothing much but stay at home the whole morning to study. But went out to catch a movie at night at abt 7 plus... I went to watch " Money not enough 2". That movie is really nice n touching! It was so touching until i cried. haha, i was not the only one who cried in fact my sisters did cry too. All the actors' character resemble just like someone tat i noe... That movie is funny but also meaningful. From it i had learnt something new, NOTHING IS IMPORTANT ESP MONEY BUT IS THE KINSHIP TAT IS IMPORTANT! My whole family except elder sister and wit my aunt n her family went to watch it together.. In total, there were 10 of us if i am not wrong. Too bad for my elder sister tat she cannot watch it as she is in my aunt house working hard for her upcoming Prelim! This part of the post, it is specially for u, jie. It's alright if u missed out this chance watching movie wit us. When u are free and after exam, i would treat u to watch any movie u like alright... haha. so good of me lor. Lol. In conclusion, that movie is really worth watching cos it teaches us some values.11 August 2008I went out to meet Yijie & Elizabeth in the morning at J8 for some study... Guess wat! In the end, i had to stand there n wait for Yijie for half an hour... As for elizabeth, even worst i had to wait for her uo to almost an hour like 5 more mins. Thank god tat i was in a extremely good mood tat day! If i was not, i would not wait for them n went back home straight or i would throw my temper at tat particular latecomer. I am tat kind of person who does not wait for ppl... If i am in a good mood, i can wait la but not very long also like 10 to 15mins... I hate to wait for ppl cos i tend to lose my patient after awhile and i find it is a waste of time... haha. So don ever let me wait otherwise u will suffer!!! After all the delay, we were damn hungry esp me as i didn't take my dinner the night before and breakfast. By tat time, it was already afternoon so we decided to go eat mac before studying. We spent quite sometime eating and chatting at the same time until 1pm. While we were eating (yijie and i) and Elizabeth was away as she went to buy movie tickets. I saw a few RI RC ppl... haha. They walked passed me a few times but didn't say hi to me. haha. Anw, soon after i left Bishan and mrted down to Somerset with yijie to meet my uncle n the rest of them.. Yijie was damn nice, she accompanied me all the way to Somerset the control station then she mrted back to Novena back home. haha. I went to meet my aunt wit my uncle, cousin, Tricia (sister) n maid for Sushi buffet.. But i didn't eat much there cos i had my breakfast late... After tat, we went to Taka to shop for awhile before heading home... Leg ache after all the walking. I met Kia inn jie on tat day too. hahaOn the same day, i acknowleged Shi pei as my God-sister [mei] too... She out of the sudden asked me for tat. haha. LOL. I Love You mei. :x* skipping 12/08/08, Tuesday & 13/08/08, Wednesday. Nothing interesting.
14 August 2008, Thursday.
On that day, i was having sore throat but not to the extent tat my voice really changed. Nothing much really happen in school tat day, just tat i confirmed failed my F&N test this time cos i didn't study for it too busy. After school, i went to RI for dry run for the upcoming funfair with the whole unit. Training was bought forward due to some reason so tat day was actually training... We did nothing much there. I think we didn't spend the time wisely as out of the 2 hrs there it is like we only used 45mins wisely... The rest of the time, we were jus sitting down there doing nothing but entertaining ourselves. I was quite busy cos need to coordinate things wit the other schools but still managable. After everything, Michele, Xinfeng and I stayed back to settle some problems and the haunted house. By the time we are done wit everything it was already 7plus... Therefore came back home late tat day but surprisingly did not kana scolded.. haha. I was really very tired so i did slept early but still not very early. haiz.
15 August 2008, Friday
Well for that day, my sore throat became worse to the extent tat my voice changed-low n manly... Haiyo. Thus, i was being called as ROMEO for the whole day and was being make fun of. The first thing i reached school, michele laughed at my voice... Then it was Sherry who kept on making fun of my voice by using a low n manly voice when she is talking to me. After tat was Meifie kept on playing with my voice and called me Romeo each time when i talk to her. Damn irritating lor, got teased the whole day n make fun of. Like the laughingstock for the day. haiz. When it comes to A.maths lesson, it is worst can!!! Argh. From the start of the lesson, Mr Lee made fun of my voice just like wat Sherry does to me till the end of the lesson... He even said this "Your voice is even lower than mine!" WTH lor. Then he teach halfway after looking at me, he said "perpendicular" in a low voice trying to make fun of me again. It is like damn paiseh lor in front of the whole class.. haiz. This is wat happened in school... After school, the four of us went to RI again to help out in preparing the haunted house. We took a cab down. For the first 1&1/2 we got nothing to do so in order to kill time, we did man-made tokens. Coincedentally once we are done with it, we are able to use the seminar rooms and get started with the haunted house. We do faced obstacles and troubles during the process but we were able to face it & solve it quickly. We had lots of fun together too. I got teased in fact made fun of again and again,oh well because of my nice manly voice. haha. Everything was done within a few hours and it ended at 8 plus which means i left RI at tat time. After everything, Xinfeng and i went to her house nearby the photocopy shop to print the coupons. I didn't noe tat xinfeng noe the same auntie (Aunt Peggy) from Mega photoshop. haha. While i was there waiting for it to be done, i had an argument wit my father. (regarding the event) He is unreasonable lor please and of course i noe my own actions. But soon after everything is done, the both of us left and headed home. The both of us were quite pissed at tat time due to some reason. haha. Kind Xinfeng sent me to the bus-stop and waited for the bus with me... Thanks! Met Laurel and jie at the void deck, they just came back frm Sheng Siong buying the 150 canned drinks. So heavy lor. Yada yada we went home together then have to hear nagging from parents. Soon, i went to prepare for bed lor. But before tat, i talked to korkor in a "nice" voice! Thanks Kor for hearing me out and bearing me. haha. Love u alot ya!
I shall end here. For the other post will try to post it up asap.
thanks. Love, Juliet.
