Sick! Tired day...
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Hey.. Im back! haha. Okay i shall post abt today but it will be kinda short i think as i am not really in the mood to blog... While waiting for Junior to send me the presentation, to kill time so decided to blog awhile lor.
As for today, went to school as usual but super tired... In the morning the bus was super packed, everybody is like been squeeze like sardines. So i was standing throughout the journey to school, i stand until i almost fall down because i closed my eyes for a rest. U can see how tired i was already rite. haha The first period is E.Maths, as usual did not pay attention to her class instead was memorising the CAC script. OMG, i can only remember 2/3 of it.. Argh, the another 1/3 how??? Saturday is like the competition.. HAIYO! After tat period was PE, went late for the lesson.. Kana scolding frm the LIM HA HA then he threathen us by saying give everybody one warning point.. [give lor, as if u will] Had to run for 2.4 again, all thanks to him!!! Then frm there onwards, i was not feeling well just like last time vomited thrice or four times right after the run, bad headache, stomach pain and slightly fever... I went to the sickbay n slept for 1h 30mins!!! NICE... But i was disturbed by two "sick" Sec 4 girls..[ Talk so much!] They pretend to be sick jus because they wanna skip there English test. Lame lor. After that still having headache and stomach pain but still much better. Therefore went back to class lor for History lesson! It was boring till don noe how to describe, don even understand how wat has been taught by him! Die. Anw to cut it short, i was not feeling well until school ends... Skipped remedial due to CAC. Stayed back for CAC till 5-6 plus. After that have to wait for bus for 30mins again... Reached home 8 plus, right away called mummy... In the end, kana SCOLDED BY HER!!! argh. Over the same issue as last weekend again.
I seriously don noe wat to do.. I don noe wat u all wan and i find it super damn hard to communicate wit u all.. I am very sick and tired of all those nonsense and stuff.. when can everything be over??? I noe Study is important!! I also wan to concentrate on my studies but i am not given a choice to choose it. I also noe u care abt me but i really need ur support!!! I really soon going to break down soon. Sometime i have this thinking, " if i am not in this earth, will i be much happier?" " if i disappear now to other planet, i think i would not suffer so much rite? [tears flowing down my eyes]... I shall end here cos i need to pack my things up frm my aunt house. Going to move back home liao. byebye.
Love,
Juliet
p.s Thanks for the concern peeps. I am actually feeling better now! =]
