Saturday, July 12, 2008
Hihi..I just realised tat i have many things i did not blog for Thursday and Friday post.. Sorry ar. Cause yesterday while i was blogging, i was talking online to a few people... Not only that but also my eye wanna close liao( super tired after training).. So do allow me to blog on those issues as this blog of mine served as a online diary to me... haha.
10 July 2008, Thursday
OK for this day, i have been very sad, emo and lifeless the whole day until at night after toking to kor... It happened like this, the first lesson was E.maths. Nothing happen at that lesson and tat e.maths lesson i really did paid attention to Mrs Juan. haha. At least i learnt something and tat was my pick up point after so long not knowing wat is she teaching.. After tat was PE!!! LIM HA HA.. when for his lesson late but did not kana scolding.. haha. Due to some of my classmates still not done wit the five stations so we went down to the netball court to play captain's ball on our own.. YIPEE. It has been long time ever since i last touched netball and play it... haha. I LOVED NETBALL TAT SPORT A LOT!!!! Since i was told tat we are going to play captain's ball, it is somehow similar to netball game but simpler version. I decided to play all out n i have also been rather stressful for the past few weeks, so i took tat chance to release all my stress out.. But ended up, i got a very deep cut in my heart frm Jiejie[ greta]!!! Even though it is jus a remark made by her in front of half of the class but to me it really hurt me a lot!!! The way she reacted to it was really very strong...I know her since sec 1 till now, she noe me well.. N i always treat her jus as close as sister that why we called each other jie n mei.. She didn't shout or give me such strong remark before.We have noe each other for like 2yrs 6 months liao, a strong relationship in us. But jus because of this, it is kana break..I holded on to my tears till after PE but once i went to Gillian to hold her hand... I can't help but i broke down to cry all out... [ If u are observant enough or u noe abt this issue, u should noe wat i am talking abt..] I noe it may be childish to cry over such small remarks made by her but seriously it really hurt me deeply... Due to this incident, my mood was somehow spolit and i can't help being sad.
I jus wanna say if i did something wrong at tat point in time, i am sorry but i think u should not do tat too... U should save some face for me and not only tat after all it is jus a game... U chosen the game instead of our 2yrs 6 months plus friendship...haiz no comments to it. N after tat u seems to be much happier. Then shall leave it this way then. But have u ever thought of my feeling at all at that time? I doubt so otherwise u will not do tat...
11 July 2008, Friday
As for this day, after NDP rehearsal we went back to the room to settle some stuff... As it getting late we decided to go home n at this time some accident happened to Michele. Xinfeng accidentally opened the door to hard and it hit Michele's forehead.. Ouch! It was a loud bang too... I hoped her head is better now. Take Care Michele :)!! My mother and elder sister went out to KBox without me as i came home late.. So mean! haiz anw left at home with my sisters, laurel and Tricia... Soon after i received call frm John, updating me on the situation.... It is like so many restriction then we might as well drop the idea of having a funfair and have something else... Cannot have food, unless it is cater... Then it would be very expensive which means we have to spend more money!! In the end, i think we are not raising funds but wasting money.. The games cannot be messy/ dirty kind and a bit dangerous also cannot.. Then how to attract ppl and also have fun? Argh like wat i mentioned, i was really very pissed off till i was like shouting on the phone. SORRY FOR TAT!But one thing very funny about john was that he kept saying sorry to me on behalf of the yo and he keeps telling me tat both sides have to take time to cool down before we can take off again... haha. Then about 8 plus to 9pm then went out to meet my father for dinner at nearby coffee shop lor. haha. When i am back, i got nothing better to do so i went to blog.. Soon after Jie Qi called me and tell me about it again... haha. Anw, had a nice chat together on phone and online and found out quite a number of things. haha [ Scolding bad words at her online together... haha]
Oh one more thing happened at home during late night... My youngest sister, Tricia she went to boil water n without letting me noe abt it only laurel knew it. haiz. The water was boiled until no water left in the kettle... In fact it is burning the kettle... Thank god my mother found out once she was back otherwise no more house or even Juliet... As it will cause explosion or a fire... From this incident, i have learnt to be more aware of the surroundings and be more observant. Seriously thank god!!! Since i am the oldest at tat time, so i have to bear all the responsiblity by getting scolding from my mother. haiz. Nvm la as long as nothing happen.. Phew! But after getting scolded for tat, i kana another scolding for not sleeping early.. I jus wanna wait for them to be back so i can at least play wit my brother for awhile... Miss him so much lor as i am not at home for almost a week!! Was that a wrong decision??? nvm... haiz. But still slept at 1plus yesterday.. haha
ok, i shall blog about today together with tmr's post. haha. But jus a brief one, went J8 to do CAC things... After that the whole day kana being throw temper at n scolding frm my mother!!!! While waiting to do something, i sat at the message chair n guess wat.. I fell asleep!!! haha. Tat was a long rest i have, tat why i am not tired now so i can blog... haha. Alright i have to go now before getting scolding tmr morning frm my parents. Cya. haha.
Love, Juliet
